Monday, July 25, 2005

before, during, and after!!!

be4 the conversation, i was like..... hmmm.... wat should i write bout the 999!!! i am thinking!!! i will write one 999 and pass it to u!!! den i write another 9999 in sercet!!! and pass u that fine day when u accept me!!! hahaha!!!
well... that is before the conversation!!! during the conversation.... i was like!!! WTF!!! 5 OUT OF 10??? I PASS!!!! but u say feeling regretfull and reluctance will also fail u the test!!! i was like.... oh!!!! my!!!!god!!!! u misundersand me!!!! i dun wan u to feel indebted to me somehow!!!! i dun wan this 999 or 9999 to lock u down!!! cause i realli sense something is wrong with her!!! i noe that if i write this, i will lock u down by force and not caring at all bout that prob of urs!!! i wan to noe u better!!! as a fren!!! cause things will be clouded when we advanced to the stage of bfgfs!!! i fear that that day will come when we break up because of not noeing each other well enough!!! i realli juz wan a secure relationship.... maybe more then u!!i think...
i wan to noe all things is out of the way be4 i start!!! i have experienced those hurtful days where we juz rush to wat we wan to do!!! now i will think!!! and think!!! be4 i act!!! to ensure ur safety and mine!!!

after the conversation... i giv up on her!!! temporarilly!!! cause i wanna now and look into the probs between us!!! thats is why i say i am not prepared for the test!!!
i will not go for any test without preparations!!! especially when it concern the happiness of the girl i care so much about!!! i dun wan anything to jeoperdise her happiness!!! and of cos i will not do it myself!!!



hope that after u read this, u will understand and giv me and us both some time to think and consider!!!



P.S----- dun believe anything when i say i wanna giv u up!!! hahaha!!! because u fall for it twice... i have to tell u!!! LOL!!!

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 9:25 PM



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