Thursday, July 28, 2005

how long muz i give my best!!! but length does not seem to be the problem

i give my 100%... and i dun expected u to do that!!! not 90%!!! i juz wan u to give me 1% of ur love!!!
i told u to shutup!!! do u ever noe y? u r doing harm to urself!!! and more when times crawled by!!!
if a relationship is binded by rules and regulations, den it is more of locking ourself together!!!
rule 1: dun tell me to shut up!!!
rule 2: dun .......

WTF!!!!
i care for u even maybe even more then my frens and family members!!!
i wanna noe whether u r happy or burden by troubles!!!
i hate to see u sad!!! i hate to see u angry!!! and i will do anything to make u happy again!!!
i do noe that maybe i tell u to shut up is wrong!!! but do u still recall wat r u doing before that??? u are degrading urself!!! ENOUGH!!!!

do u noe that today i suffer all the negative emotions a human has suffer??
worried!!! angry!!! heartbroken!!! miserable!!! lonely!!! or the negative emotions has all been inflicted on me!!!
i wanna noe wat is wrong!!! I REALLI WANNA NOE!!!
maybe juz for a little!!! maybe juz for a while!!! anything!!! if u tried, u can succeed!!! but u r not trying!!! and i will be like pulling someone who dun wan to be pulled!!!!
maybe u will say... juz let me fall!!! let me fall!!! i am not worth of anything!!!!
WAT???
stop giving me all this crap!!! the onie thing u nid to noe is that i love u!!! and no matter wat u do or wan me to do, i will not give up on u!!! cause i may juz be ur last hope!!! and i am not going to risk u falling!!!
i dun give up!!! the choice of giving up has already been rejected by me!!! i have walked and falled too far into this relationship!!! be it that i will be hurt!!! be it that i will be heartbroken at the end!!! always my top priority is to see u happy!!! not being together with u!!!
so i will continue trying!!! and i will!!!


u said that i have nth to do with u!!! so be it!!! juz take it that a stranger is offering concern!!! wadever u wan to treat me as!!! beat me, slap me or even hurt me!!! i dun care!!! my job is to care for u and i muz and will do this job of mine!!!
now maybe i am realli heartbroken!!! maybe!!! but it will not affect my care and concern for u!!! this is ur fate!!! accept it!!!!

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:26 PM



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