this current state???
i dunno!!! i wan to advanced... but afraid of the changes.. i also wan to stay put... but i noe if we continue like this i would be unlike couples... but rite now all i wan is to care and love u with all i could and prevent u from getting hurt or sad!!!
i tell myself that changes happens when it is suppose to happen! maybe it is not time? we feel awdward together... as we juz can't seem to tok face to face... as i see other couple behaving imtimately on the bus or train i can't seem to imagine the two of us doing all that... i dunno... sometimes i ask myself, did she do that with her ex? den y can't she do that to me?? that is when i find out that i am jealous bout her and her ex!!! but i believe that this is not the time to do that!!! i have faith in the next second,the next minute,the next day!!! so i shouldn't ask anymore!!! wat i wan is juz happy memories bout the 2 of us!!! happy onie!!! when she is happy, i am happy!!!
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 7:42 PM
this current state???
i dunno!!! i wan to advanced... but afraid of the changes.. i also wan to stay put... but i noe if we continue like this i would be unlike couples... but rite now all i wan is to care and love u with all i could and prevent u from getting hurt or sad!!!
i tell myself that changes happens when it is suppose to happen! maybe it is not time? we feel awdward together... as we juz can't seem to tok face to face... as i see other couple behaving imtimately on the bus or train i can't seem to imagine the two of us doing all that... i dunno... sometimes i ask myself, did she do that with her ex? den y can't she do that to me?? that is when i find out that i am jealous bout her and her ex!!! but i believe that this is not the time to do that!!! i have faith in the next second,the next minute,the next day!!! so i shouldn't ask anymore!!! wat i wan is juz happy memories bout the 2 of us!!! happy onie!!! when she is happy, i am happy!!!
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 7:42 PM
there is nth for me to say ba...
since some of u have noe me very well...
some of u will noe me abit... so wat i am realli is is all up to u...