wat i wan i dun even noe!!!!
i was afraid that it would happen!!!! i noe that if i get too close i will not be logical in my thinking!!! cause i wan her to be happy initially!!! AND I NOW I WAN TO BE WITH HER!!! well!!! but still wan her to be happy!!! so now i dunno whether to give up or not!!! even though i noe rite from the start that this will happen sooner or later!!!! since her ex had said that he can't concentrate in sch!!! i noe it will happen!!!
so now wat i wan actually??? one thing is i am scared that her ex will do the same thing to her!!! and she will be heartbroken again!!! and that time i would not be able to console her le!!! since that time and this time is different liao!!!! seeing her happy is my top priority now but i would also wan to be with her!!!! DIAOZ!!!! this is the exact thing i am so scared of!!!! cause i could not control myself and would try my best to woo her back!!! this would place her with so much stress and i would not wan her to be that way!!!
things have become so complicated now!!!
dun even wan to think bout it now!!! as my frens juz leave me alone in this room!!! my laughter juz now is a fake!!! my smiles r gestures of fear!!! i am scared that wat will happen if she is taken away from me!!! i have been warned of the exact same thing!!!! by my frens!!! now i fall rite into the trap they told me and warned me about!!! haiz!!! love can be illogical!!! i finally believe this phrase!!!
sometimes i thought to myself!!! wat if i never confessed my feelings!!!! wat if we didn't get together!!! will her ex flew back and say he wanna patch up??? the little ppl in my brain all shouted: NO!!!! HE WOULD NOT!!! SHE IS JUZ A SHOE HE THROW AWAY!!! FINDING SOMEONE HAS TAKEN IT UP HE THINK" WAT I THROW AWAY I WOULD NOT LET OTHERS HAVE IT" SO I WILL HAVE TO BREAK THE BOTH OF THEM AND LET HER BE WITH ME!!!
well!!! thats is wat i think now~~!!! and after he succeed in this mission of his he will be back at collage with his flirting with the ''pretty girls"!!!
HOW CAN I LET HER FALL TO HANDS OF SUCH PPL!!! I WOULD NOT!!! BUT DUE TO REASONS STATED ABOVE I DUNNO WAT TO DO!!!
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 9:31 PM
wat i wan i dun even noe!!!!
i was afraid that it would happen!!!! i noe that if i get too close i will not be logical in my thinking!!! cause i wan her to be happy initially!!! AND I NOW I WAN TO BE WITH HER!!! well!!! but still wan her to be happy!!! so now i dunno whether to give up or not!!! even though i noe rite from the start that this will happen sooner or later!!!! since her ex had said that he can't concentrate in sch!!! i noe it will happen!!!
so now wat i wan actually??? one thing is i am scared that her ex will do the same thing to her!!! and she will be heartbroken again!!! and that time i would not be able to console her le!!! since that time and this time is different liao!!!! seeing her happy is my top priority now but i would also wan to be with her!!!! DIAOZ!!!! this is the exact thing i am so scared of!!!! cause i could not control myself and would try my best to woo her back!!! this would place her with so much stress and i would not wan her to be that way!!!
things have become so complicated now!!!
dun even wan to think bout it now!!! as my frens juz leave me alone in this room!!! my laughter juz now is a fake!!! my smiles r gestures of fear!!! i am scared that wat will happen if she is taken away from me!!! i have been warned of the exact same thing!!!! by my frens!!! now i fall rite into the trap they told me and warned me about!!! haiz!!! love can be illogical!!! i finally believe this phrase!!!
sometimes i thought to myself!!! wat if i never confessed my feelings!!!! wat if we didn't get together!!! will her ex flew back and say he wanna patch up??? the little ppl in my brain all shouted: NO!!!! HE WOULD NOT!!! SHE IS JUZ A SHOE HE THROW AWAY!!! FINDING SOMEONE HAS TAKEN IT UP HE THINK" WAT I THROW AWAY I WOULD NOT LET OTHERS HAVE IT" SO I WILL HAVE TO BREAK THE BOTH OF THEM AND LET HER BE WITH ME!!!
well!!! thats is wat i think now~~!!! and after he succeed in this mission of his he will be back at collage with his flirting with the ''pretty girls"!!!
HOW CAN I LET HER FALL TO HANDS OF SUCH PPL!!! I WOULD NOT!!! BUT DUE TO REASONS STATED ABOVE I DUNNO WAT TO DO!!!
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 9:31 PM
there is nth for me to say ba...
since some of u have noe me very well...
some of u will noe me abit... so wat i am realli is is all up to u...
