Friday, August 26, 2005
-_-'''anime tunes/songs...-_-'''
name:shi fu -_-'''
sex:usual la...-_-'''
mood:terrific -_-'''
char of the day: happy and lame -_-'''
song of the day:wa... alot leh... but i like one tune from gundam seed soundtrack... you and i, unfufilled feelings(wordless version of kimi wa boku ni niteru... and slower)-_-'''
comments:
dled alot of songs today... nice... all of them... like them alot... another nice addition to my collection...
heard alot bout police this few days... bout the illegal dling of stuff... haiz... gotta burn them all in my cds le... diaoz... nid a whole 3 months to do it leh... diaoz...
well... nice days i had... juz that i failed my EPS... wat the diaoz... heheehe new phrase learn today... wtd... stands for wat the diaoz...-_-'''
no wtf or wth le... now is wtd... WAT THE DIAOZ... lamer -_-'''
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 2:29 PM
updating....-_-'''
name:chris
sex:male
mood:not bad...
char of the day: lame....
song of the day:evo...one vision...with the will
comments:
well... very stress this following days... cause of the exams... and the workload... haha...heng i got 2 very lame frens who help me relax at weekends... but leh...i still got one soccer match...and i sprain my leg... WTF... haiz... try my best loh... akiramenai...
diaoz... lOl... i would wan to update lyrics... but leh... haiz... now dling song... so very slow... better not la....
-_-''' nice rite??? hehehe... my symbol hor... dun siaosiao.... stands for lamer... lOl... but leh... my frens is realli my shi fu loh... they lamer den me... LOL... -_-'''
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 12:25 AM
Monday, August 22, 2005
utterly disappointed
name:dun wanna mention it
sex:nid u ask!!!
mood:sad/disappointed/empty
char of the day: dun wanna mention it
song of the day:Futatsu no Negai/kimi wa boku ni niteiru
comments:
dun tell me that i noe ur char... cause i never have known... i dunno wat to do now... i dun wanna eat my dinner now...
juz read her blog juz now... she thinking of killing herself... running away as usual... i can't blame her... cause suddenly i found that i dun even have the strength to do that...
i am such a simple person... so simple... so easy to understand... but why have ppl spell simple to become complicated... WHY...
my way of loving is to giv my 100% to it... all of it inside... not wanting to think that it is pointless...dun wanna think that i will be so hurted at the end... cause i onie wan to enjoy it now...but...
if u tell me i can choose to not care bout u... den u r wrong... i cannot choose... from the day i love u to this day... and this day onwards... i cannot choose... because i am obliged to do so... so... telling me to choose is onie an insult to me... i can't...and will not...
no matter how much i dun wan to care... i...
never in my life has i wan to hug anyone so badly...
NEVER IN MY LIFE HAS I WAN TO SEE SOMEONE SO BADLY
kimi wa boku ni niteiru is the song which i was hearing when i tell her my true feelings... cause this song fits to both of us so much....
but now... as i am hearing it... i feel something wanna explode... i can't cry... i should not... i dun wan to fall... i dun wan her to die.... NO...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:38 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
feelings now!!!
name: as usual
sex: as usual
mood: not bad
char of the day: lame/postive/looking forward....
song of the day:trust
comments:
well... we fall out... a gd thing... nevertheless... as i wanna noe her true feelings... well... i hate women because of one thing... their fake feelings...
she told me to stop...and i stop... now she tell me that i never make any movements??? diaodiaodiaoz....
my ex call... she call to ask me whether i am all rite... irrelevent... as she noe straight from the tone and the way i speak.... she become so concern towards me... and hard as i try to put up a defence... i crushed... giv in... and spilled everything to her... as she is the onie one who an help me... she try to help... and at once i found out that something is missing... from her tone... she feel sad... miserable... instantly.... i become sad also... i still love her... and i noe she love me too... juz that we can't be together... she chase for a different dream as mine... and i would prove a obstacle to her...
she tell me that wat a girl nids is love and concern... wat i nid is the spirit of never giving up.... i failed... i given up... and she is like... expected...
i am mentally weak... realli... i wan her support... but i dun wan to let someone down also... cause during the time i been with her... she juz seem so sad... well... maybe now she recovered... i should go...
she tell me that if anything happen... look for the source of the problem... and solve it... but now... the source of the problem is that she juz seem so far away... and i tried bringing the distance between us for the pass 3 months... and i am so tired....
she juz failed her subjects... i think so... she never tell me much... and was looking for concern from me... she nid my support...and i give her... we wan to feel each other presence so much... that we cried... i wan to hug her... and onie her... but... she is so far away...
i told her... i still love u...
she told me... if u can giv up someone who u juz love and love me back... den u r not the mk i noe...
i told her... i love u but i dun wanna be with u
she told me... baka... wat the point of loving
i told her... to love
she ask back... the point of loving is to love???
i told her... yes so dun wait for me... juz noe in ur heart that i love u... as i noe from my heart that u never left me... itsumo(always) honto(really)
she ans back... silly... u r always so silly...
and she hanged up...
i dun wanna think bout it
i dun wanna noe bout it
rite now
rite then
i juz wanna be with u...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:45 PM
recovering!!!!
name:as usual
sex:as usual
mood: not bad
char of the day:lame....very lame...
song of the day:rhythm emotion(techno)
comments:
akiramenai!!!! that is dun give up in jap!!! i was close to giving up... maybe even given up.... because of the stress... because of the discouragment... but now after that 12 hr slp...i was revived... though still not completely me yet... but... i am now gaining back all the lame skills i have back then... so matei... i will be back soon... LOL....
that nite after i tok to her... though i promise her i will be going home... but... haiz... my frens pulled me out for a sparring session... well...
i teach them the basics of sparring and where to aim... erm... i also dunno la... den i let them try out loh... wa... my whole hand is bruised and my leg is so suan after the whole thing... but they have improved... from the wtf kicking and punching style becoming the nicenice style... NICE.... den after all that... we spar... 1 verus 1.... haiz... i so lousy... juz noe the basics onie... so i go home bout 3+...
k le... gotta go study le... my OS... no confidence at all.... diaodiaodiaoz...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 7:49 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
feelings now...
name:as usual
sex: as usual
mood: worst(off the chart)
song of the day:d-technolife
comments:
haiz... my feelings now i juz can't write it down... i dunno wat to write... disappointment face me when i wake up... worries haunted me before i slp... uneasiness crushed me from within when i was awake... nightmares chased me during i slp... with all this... i crumbled... i realli crumbled... my confidence was crushed... hopes smashed... dreams gone... i fall down... hard as i tried to climb back up... i can't...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 9:15 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
17-08-2005
well...i dun have the time to update... so i use today's time to do it... hehehe...
name: as usual
sex:as usual
date:17-08-2005
mood: off the chart(bad)
character for that day:cold...silent...serious...
song for the day: innocent -Mujaki na Mama de-
comments:
haiz... today suxs... realli... 1st i wake up all crappy... dun feel any better den last nite... as i am having a cold war... or i thought i was... i was hoping that ian or chicken will occupy the seat beside her... but... haiz... i end up sitting beside her... dunno wat to say to her... so juz keeping my silence... and doing my own things... i dun realli wanna joke around as i simply dun have the mood... haiz... realli suxes...
though at break, she told me we are not having a cold war... and i was very very elated... i fall back to the silent me after a little while...maybe because i am too tired... i dun have much slp this few days... haiz... but i can tok to her again... so no matter how i feel inside... i will still be delighted that i can at least communicate with her...
at the end of the day... i was like :(... i feel so cold... so empty... haiz... dunno wat happen to me... maybe mood swings are contagious... i dunno... maybe i am affected by the mood of someone i care about... haiz....
diaoz... i dunno why someone would reject being cared about... haiz... well... but i am realli worried for u that nite... realli realli worried... haiz... y can't u ease my worries by letting me take care of u??? haiz...
innocent -Mujaki na Mama de- (remaining innocent)
Donna ni hanarete itemo...
Hey!
Miageta sora Kimi wa tooi basho de
Onaji keshiki Mitsumete iru no ka na
Todokanai omoi o
Mune ni kizamitsuke hashitteta nda
Bokutachi ga yumemita ashita ni
Hibiku yo Kimi no warai goe
Dakara bokutachi ga atarashii kaze o
Okosou Mujaki na mama de
Te o tsunaide Hashaida omoide wa
Kioku no naka Kiete shimaisou de
Me no mae no genjitsu
Nagasarenai you ni furimuita nda
Bokutachi wa shinjita mirai o
Chikara ni kaete yukeru yo ne
Soshite bokutachi wa mata aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wa sugu soba ni iru
Donna ni hanarete itemo...
Todokanai omoi o
Mune ni kizamitsuke hashitteta nda
Bokutachi ga yumemita ashita ni
Hibiku yo Kimi no warai goe
Dakara bokutachi ga atarashii kaze o
Okosou Mujaki na mama de
eng translation
no matter how apart we are...
hey!
looking up at the sky, you are far away
are you looking at the same scenery?
the feelings that won't reach you
I engrave it in my heart and run
the tomorrow that we dreamed about
your laughter echoes
so lets create
a new wind remaining innocent
the memory of enjoying hand in hand
might disappear from the memory
the reality in front of me
I looked away from it so that I won't be swept away
the future that we believed in
we can change it into strength
and we will be able to meet again
our hearts are right by each other
no matter how apart we are...
the feelings that won't reach you
I engrave it in my heart and run
the tomorrow that we dreamed about
your laughter echoes
so lets create
a new wind remaining innocent
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 4:51 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
diff probs always have a way to find me...
i think that my most tricky prob is over... but i am wrong... it is onie temporay over... and it will be back again... this make me very anxious... cause i wanna make preparations for this thing...but... it nid another ppl for me to start preparing...
we have come to a point that continuing spells trouble... giving up is not easy too... though i think we both noe that... as we stop moving and juz continue with our daily lifes... but this have to settle one day... i noe it...
no more thing can mend wat is taken from me... no more words is enough to console me... nth is enough for me now... as i feel so down nowadays... though i have my happy times this few days... but... haiz...
problems face me with each passing day... problems i have to solve as fast as possible... problems which will threaten me... like a time bomb... making me out of breath... gasping for breath...
i try to run... try to hide... try to find a way to let me cool down... all comes to naught... but my objective is still the same... as ever... as always... 4ever...
<--- accepting wat decision u make doesn't mean giving up... it is merely a higher way to love u more... staying as frens doesn't mean i have to be my part as a fren... it is juz a way to let u put down this problem and to tend to the rest--->
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 10:03 PM
anime music
i was feeling all miserable juz now... den i start singing aloud the anime songs which play as always... after every song... no matter fast or slow... no matter happy or sad... my mood lift a little... as i see the eng translation for each of the songs inside... i like anime songs because of this... they realli fit my situation... LOL... now... i'm ok now... back to normal... (i hope)
well... this song is bleach 2nd opening...
this song is actually meant for rukia... who was captured... and becoming very sad... from ichigo... our lead char...
haha... but now i dedicate this song to someone... who is also losing herself in pain and sadness...
D-TECHNOLIFE
kanji
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi yo
kesenai kako mo seoi atte ikou ikiru koto wo nage dasanai de
tsunaida kimi no te wo
itsuka ushinatte shimau no kana
usurete iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara
hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare
toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretatte
kimi wo mitsuke dasu
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro
sabikitta hito no you ni
kasanari au dake ga munashikute
hitori de ikite ikerutte itta
arifureta yasashisa kotobajya
ima wa mou todokanai hodo ni kimi wa uzukidasu
tsunai da kimi no te wa nanigenai
yasashisa wo motome
Do you remember
itami wo shiru koto de hito ni
yasashiku nareru kara
Drive your Life
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro
How can I see the meaning of life
kieteku you're the only. . .
kowarenai you ni to hanarete iku kimi
mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de
ima wa by and by mie nakuttatte subete ni imi ga aru kara
kesenai kako mo seoi attekou ikiru koto wo nagedasanai de
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . modoranai kedo
hizunda kioku no you na toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara
eng translation
Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live
Your hand that I held...
Will we lose it someday?
I want to protect you and that disappearing smile
The ringing voice that calls me dries out
Even if it gets erased by the wind along time
I will find you
Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize
Like a rusted person
It felt so hollow to just pile atop one another
You said you could live on your own
Just with the usual kind words
You ache to a point where I cannot reach you
Your hand that I held searched for some simple kindness
Do you remember
By learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others
Drive your Life
Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize
How can I see the meaning of life
Disappearing, you're the only. . .
So you will not break, you distance yourself from me
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Now it's by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything
Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . though, we cannot return
Like in times of warped memories, we can understand someday
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 1:56 AM
sry... i hide things from u...
i dun mean it... realli... i hide the fact that i am sick because i dun wan u to feel worried bout me... as u alone is so stressed and fed up now... i dun to add to ur troubles now... i realli dun... cause before that day i have a realli big row with those frens i have... and my mood isn't better that day... somemore i am worried that u say i done a bad job with ur soldering... so this and that and alot more add up to me hiding things from u...
though i wish to promise u i wun hide things from u anymore... but i can't... trust me... i realli wish... but till now... i can't... u seem so tired... me2... though i hope u can tell me ur probs... but... haiz.... now i understand y u dun wanna tell me le... haiz... i realli wish that i dun have to face all this troubles... cause nowadays my mood tend to drop to bottom whenever i heard a bad news...
but one thing i can promise u... that is when the time comes... when it is rite... i will not hide anymore things from u... wait for me... i dunno bout u... but i hope u will do the same... hehehe...
i realli hope that u dun change sch... realli... cause i can't see u anymore le... after u change sch... i can't take care of u le... i can't be there for u when u nid me... but i noe that i muzn't hinder wat u think is rite for u... so i will support every decision u make... so dun care bout me... follow wat u think is rite... den go and grap it with both ur hands...
<---boarden ur minds... dun let a moment of anguish make u lose ur way to success... dun let ur troubles blind ur eyes from seeing the beautiful pictures in front of us... if u can hold on... u will see...--->
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 12:40 AM
Friday, August 12, 2005
realli dunno wat to do now???
well... this time i online onie because i wan to write this...
things always change from a day to the other... i realli wan it to stay the same... but things juz go against my hopes... always...
suxs.... life suxs.... i realli hope that i can be perfect... i wan to...but i can't...
anything i do muz have something not rite inside... i am such a loser... things juz seem not rite now... terribly wrong nowadays... i wan to make them right... but it became worse...
LOSER... my problems and worries is piling up like mountains... all cannot be settled in juz a day... they nid time... huge amounts of it... and i lack exactly it... i lack time... as i am so busy... and i am so tired with the endless amount of things i gotta do... and as a result i dun care bout my health and continue to do wat i have to do... haha... as a result... i am down with fever and flu again today... maybe that is a way my body is complaining to me... and i have to skip today's lessons... so as to go home and rest... so i rest till now... though it is planned that now i should go and study my IN now...
fever is still not going down... still the same... and i feel so weak all over... i hate being sick... and i still have to do my CATS tomolo... still have to take my IC tomolo... still have to do lots of things tomolo... haiz... juz wish that my body could take it... but i doubt it... cause i later going my fren hse... to settle his probs... haiz....
tight schedules... tricky problems... poor health... all seem to find trouble for me...
juz tok to her juz now... she seem so sad and miserable... i wan to help... but lack the strength... it realli hurts me seeing her like this... more than the pain i feeling now... i juz wish her to be happy always... i wan to help her with her schedule but i can't even cope with myself... as a result, she seem so tired and stressed and sad with every passing day...
SORRY... i realli wan to do ur soldering... and i was starting to help u with the last 4... but my fren call me... and i have to go... not even doing mine...
haiz... i am realli very sorry...
<---- juz a smile from u lighten my mood a little... juz a sigh that u are unhappy worsen my mood by alot... so be happy... always... till the day i am not alive---->
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 7:12 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
well... had a tiring day... haiz...
well... juz finish my S & W class... haiz... well.. i am not as tired as my team members... LOL... i keeper... hehe.... tomolo national day... to me... it is onie a holiday... a day to shake my troubles away and start on some studying and HW doing... but i dunno too... well... i dunno whether i can shake them off... i'll try... but no guarantees... busy nowadays... so haven update for so long... diaodiaodiaoz...
well... ten things to make me happy....
hmmmm... ermmmm....
well....
i dunno...
juz that u be happy and healthy can le loh... haha...maybe i can be troubleless... hehe... but things cannot be so easily settled one loh... very difficult... haiz...
from a child i wanna waych some spectacular view le... wat i mean is something which we dun often see... scenery which isn't so easy to come by...
i remember going to genting not to play... but to go out to the cold open and watch the scenery from there... SPECTACULAR... well... i dunno... i juz feel some feeling from all that... but maybe i get a fever cause of the trip to the open??? i was wearing sleeveless that time... haiz... silly me....some times... when the sun set... making my neighbouring flats bright red... i will stop and juz watch that for hrs... well... till it disappear... that is... hehehe... aiya... this kind of thing juz give me a new sort of belonging to the nature... LOL... some times i think to myself... those mountain climbers sure enjoy their climb... cause the scenery from the top of the mountain can be breath taking... LOL... but den again... i am content with the ways thing r now... haha...
<---- dun let me feel worried... dun let me feel that u are unhappy... this is wat i onie wan at this stage---->
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 7:38 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
it is cold.... freezing cold...
wa.... very cold ah.... though i am enjoying the presense of total anime music... but.... haiz.... my fingers are so hard to move... to the extent that i make so much mistakes by typing this.... well... my bones hurt too... hurt because of the cold... well... dunno wat to do now... except to listen to those songs... which is also freezing me from the inside... well... they are full of sadness and i feel so sad inside.... haha... see la... i am so easily affected by songs... hahaha... well... not going to put lyrics for today... maybe at nite... but definately not now.... i can feel yee's eyes upon me... LOL... well...
hope u guys have a good weekend.... i hope i have one too... well... my hopes often get crushed on... diaoz.... haiz... juz wanna relax for the moment and get to some hardcore studying on my In and OS....
my eltech suxs too... haiz.... well... gotta go for now... yee stressing me now.... LOL....
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 2:30 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
songs are the best cure/remedy/antidote/cure/antibody
i downloaded old songs!!! songs i have in my old com and not this com!!! some slow, some fast!!! but all with feelings and meanings!!! well... slow songs are sung by lacus clyne(rie tanaka) from gundam seed!!! well... those songs give me a feeling of peace... quietness... and a feeling i dun have in a normal life... it make me think bout my problems in a logical way... well... those things cannot be obtained by chinese songs or english songs... this is one primary reason why i like jap songs... especially anime songs!!! the songs that r sang at the moment of the anime makes the anime more interesting... and add feeling to the whole anime... as the songs are make for the anime... well... i not really a song listener but i really love songs with feelings!!! as they tell me more them words in the anime...
well... those are bout slow songs... fast songs are also a favourite as they inspired me to greater heights... like vestige from gundam seed destiny... aiya... alot of songs.... hehe...
well... this song is one of the slow songs in gundam seed... it explains the reluctance of having war...
mizu no akashi(token of water) by rie tanaka(lacus clyne)
Mizu no naka ni yoru ga yureteru
Kanashii hodo shizuka ni tatazumu
Midorinasu kishibe
Utsukushii yoake wo
Tada matte iraretara
Kirei na kokoro de
Kurai umi to sora no mukou ni
Arasoi no nai basho ga aruno to
Osiete kureta no wa dare
Dare mo ga tadori tsukenai
Soretomo dareka no kokoro no naka ni
Mizu no nagare wo shizumete
Kureru daichi wo uruosu shirabe
Ima wa doko nimo nakutemo
Kitto jibun de te ni ireruno
Itsumo, itsuka, kitto
Mizu no akashi wo kono te ni
Subete no honoo wo nomikonde nao
Hiroku yasashiku nagareru
Sono shizukesa ni tadoritsuku no
Itsumo, itsuka, kitto
Anata no te wo tori...
eng translation
The night is wavering in the water
The greening shore is so still and silent
That it is painful(sad)
If only I could wait
For a beautiful dawn
With a pure heart...
Who told me that
There is a land without any conflicts
Beyond the dark seas and skies?
No one can reach that land,
Or perhaps it only exists in someone's heart
A melody that can quench the thirst
Of the land that calms the waters' flow
Even if it does not exist anywhere right now,
I will come to possess it
Always, someday, for sure
Let the token of water be in my hands
Even after engulfing all the flames,
It still continues to flow, gently and broadly
I will reach its tranquility
Always, someday, for sure
With your hand in mine
this song is really slow... but i like it... (full of feeling) well... till next time!!!
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 3:29 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
haven update for long time le!!!
haiz!!! days have become quite long for me!!! well... i dunno wat to do nowadays!!! except studying!!! LOL!!! i dun even bother opening up the books!!! haiz!!! long day ahead of me!!! s&w class and IS class waiting!!! nevertheless... things have become nice!!! hehe!!! i dun wanna say!!! but it is wat i stubbornly wan at the first place!!! diaoz!!! hehe!!! the day when i have to recover from the injuries i suffer is quite tough!!! well... tough cannot be the word as it is more of empty!!! the more i dun wanna think bout it, the more i think bout it... so much that i end up almost fighting with the frens i promise to settle their problem!!! diaoz!!! and in the end is both of them help me!!! LOL!!! but nevertheless... because of this... they settle their quarrels!!! diaoz!!!
haha!!! well... repairs have stop!!! as they r no longer needed!!! back under captive again!!! hehe!!! and willingly!!!! haha!!! well... i am that kind of bird who dun like freedom and wan to be fed!!! diaoz!!!
well... nth much to tok now!!! juz wanna tell u guys and gals not to work too hard!!! especially someone!!! as you dunno how to take care of urself!!! working hard does not = to good results!!! hope u all remember that!!!
this is a 2nd ending song for bleach!!! quite meaningfull!!! hehe!!!
kanji(jap)
chorus:
Itsumo sasaete kureru hitotachi ni
Higorono omoi wo kometa rhapsody...
Appreciation no kimochi wo todoke
Itsumo arigato, honto arigato
Tatoe doko ni itatte kimi no sonzai ni
Kansha shiteru yo
Tasogare no machi ga akaku somaru koro
Nanigenaku michi wo aruiteita
Ikikau hitono mure ga masu gogo,
Nantonaku tachidomatte mita
Potsuri to aita kokoro no sukima
Umeruyou ni ugoita keitai no manner
Kimi wa hitori ja nai, hora mina
Tagai ni sasae atteku no sa...
One day now
Mirai ga kowakute
Nayandeita boku ni mukatte
Nanimo yuwazu ni sotto
Te wo sashinobete kureru kimi ga ita
Kanashimi ga hanbun ni natta
Yorokobi wa nibai ni fukuranda
Gyaku no tachiba ni nattara
Sugusama soba made ni kaketsukeru to chikatta
*repeat chrous
Far away, far away tooku hanarete itemo
Nagareru toki no nakade
Tomo ni sugoshita hibi no kioku wa
Kesshite kieru koto wa naino sa
Nakama ya, kazoku ya koibito
Soshite deatta subete no hitobito
Arigato...mina no okage de
Mata chikarazuyoku fumidaseru
Hito wa daremo hitoridewa ikite ikeyashinai
Tagai ga tagai wo itsumo care shiai
Rikai dekinai toki wa hanashiai
Hara kakaeru gurai warai ai tai
Nanoni naze kou toki ni kenashiai
Kizu tsukiau no teki ga shinai
Baka baka shii hodo kimi ga sukida
Terekusai kedo chotto honki da
*repeat chrous
Kitto mina igai to shy de
Men to mukatte naka naka
Kuchi ni dashite inaku te
Dakedo hontou wa iitai kuse ni
Nanika ga jamashite mina tsuyogatte
Tokini wa sarake dashite tsutaeyou
Kotoba niwa fushigi na chikara ga yadoruyo
Kantan na kotosa, jubun kara mazu hajimeyou
Kitto dekiru yo
I will be there
Just forever
Kimi ga itekureta youni
*repeat chrous x 2
English:
chrous:
To all the people who have supported me..
This heartfelt rhapsody goes out to you
To send you my feelings of appreciation
Thank you always...
I really thank you
Wherever you may be,I'm grateful for you
When the town was dyed red with twilight,
I found myself casually strolling the streets
As evening comes, more people come and go,
And I stopped for a moment
My cell phone went off, as though to fill
This gap that opened up in my heart
You are not alone, for you see
We all will support one another...
One day now
When I was feeling troubled,
And frightened of the future
You were there, though you said nothing
You softly reached out your hand to me
My sadness diminished to one-half
My happiness swelled twice over
If our places were reversed,
I promise that I will come rushing to your side
*repeat chrous
Far away, far away, no matter how far you are
Within the time that flows by
The memories of the times we spent together
Will never ever disappear
To my friends, and family, and girlfriend
And all the people I've come to know
Thank you...because of you
I can step out with confidence
Nobody can go on living just on their own
We each take care of one another
And talk it over when we misunderstand each other
I wanna throw my head back and laugh together
And yet why do we sometimes insult each other
And hurt one another
I love you so much it's almost silly
It's a little embarrassing, but I really mean it
*repeat chrous
Maybe everyone's unusually shy
And face-to-face, it's so hard
To say anything
You actually wanna say something
But something gets in the way, and you play it off
On occasion we should let it all out
For in words there resides a strange power
It's so easy, I'll start it off
We can do it
I will be there
Just forever
Just like you were there for me
*repeat chrous x 2
those in bold is wat i really feel!!! to my frens!!! to my family!!! and to a special someone!!! well... that is why i like this song so much!!!
i like songs with feelings and meaning!!! hehehe!!!
well... over and out!!!
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 12:34 AM