realli dunno wat to do now???
well... this time i online onie because i wan to write this...
things always change from a day to the other... i realli wan it to stay the same... but things juz go against my hopes... always...
suxs.... life suxs.... i realli hope that i can be perfect... i wan to...but i can't...
anything i do muz have something not rite inside... i am such a loser... things juz seem not rite now... terribly wrong nowadays... i wan to make them right... but it became worse...
LOSER... my problems and worries is piling up like mountains... all cannot be settled in juz a day... they nid time... huge amounts of it... and i lack exactly it... i lack time... as i am so busy... and i am so tired with the endless amount of things i gotta do... and as a result i dun care bout my health and continue to do wat i have to do... haha... as a result... i am down with fever and flu again today... maybe that is a way my body is complaining to me... and i have to skip today's lessons... so as to go home and rest... so i rest till now... though it is planned that now i should go and study my IN now...
fever is still not going down... still the same... and i feel so weak all over... i hate being sick... and i still have to do my CATS tomolo... still have to take my IC tomolo... still have to do lots of things tomolo... haiz... juz wish that my body could take it... but i doubt it... cause i later going my fren hse... to settle his probs... haiz....
tight schedules... tricky problems... poor health... all seem to find trouble for me...
juz tok to her juz now... she seem so sad and miserable... i wan to help... but lack the strength... it realli hurts me seeing her like this... more than the pain i feeling now... i juz wish her to be happy always... i wan to help her with her schedule but i can't even cope with myself... as a result, she seem so tired and stressed and sad with every passing day...
SORRY... i realli wan to do ur soldering... and i was starting to help u with the last 4... but my fren call me... and i have to go... not even doing mine...
haiz... i am realli very sorry...
<---- juz a smile from u lighten my mood a little... juz a sigh that u are unhappy worsen my mood by alot... so be happy... always... till the day i am not alive---->
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 7:12 PM
realli dunno wat to do now???
well... this time i online onie because i wan to write this...
things always change from a day to the other... i realli wan it to stay the same... but things juz go against my hopes... always...
suxs.... life suxs.... i realli hope that i can be perfect... i wan to...but i can't...
anything i do muz have something not rite inside... i am such a loser... things juz seem not rite now... terribly wrong nowadays... i wan to make them right... but it became worse...
LOSER... my problems and worries is piling up like mountains... all cannot be settled in juz a day... they nid time... huge amounts of it... and i lack exactly it... i lack time... as i am so busy... and i am so tired with the endless amount of things i gotta do... and as a result i dun care bout my health and continue to do wat i have to do... haha... as a result... i am down with fever and flu again today... maybe that is a way my body is complaining to me... and i have to skip today's lessons... so as to go home and rest... so i rest till now... though it is planned that now i should go and study my IN now...
fever is still not going down... still the same... and i feel so weak all over... i hate being sick... and i still have to do my CATS tomolo... still have to take my IC tomolo... still have to do lots of things tomolo... haiz... juz wish that my body could take it... but i doubt it... cause i later going my fren hse... to settle his probs... haiz....
tight schedules... tricky problems... poor health... all seem to find trouble for me...
juz tok to her juz now... she seem so sad and miserable... i wan to help... but lack the strength... it realli hurts me seeing her like this... more than the pain i feeling now... i juz wish her to be happy always... i wan to help her with her schedule but i can't even cope with myself... as a result, she seem so tired and stressed and sad with every passing day...
SORRY... i realli wan to do ur soldering... and i was starting to help u with the last 4... but my fren call me... and i have to go... not even doing mine...
haiz... i am realli very sorry...
<---- juz a smile from u lighten my mood a little... juz a sigh that u are unhappy worsen my mood by alot... so be happy... always... till the day i am not alive---->
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 7:12 PM
there is nth for me to say ba...
since some of u have noe me very well...
some of u will noe me abit... so wat i am realli is is all up to u...
