Monday, August 22, 2005

utterly disappointed

name:dun wanna mention it
sex:nid u ask!!!
mood:sad/disappointed/empty
char of the day: dun wanna mention it
song of the day:Futatsu no Negai/kimi wa boku ni niteiru
comments:

dun tell me that i noe ur char... cause i never have known... i dunno wat to do now... i dun wanna eat my dinner now...

juz read her blog juz now... she thinking of killing herself... running away as usual... i can't blame her... cause suddenly i found that i dun even have the strength to do that...

i am such a simple person... so simple... so easy to understand... but why have ppl spell simple to become complicated... WHY...

my way of loving is to giv my 100% to it... all of it inside... not wanting to think that it is pointless...dun wanna think that i will be so hurted at the end... cause i onie wan to enjoy it now...but...
if u tell me i can choose to not care bout u... den u r wrong... i cannot choose... from the day i love u to this day... and this day onwards... i cannot choose... because i am obliged to do so... so... telling me to choose is onie an insult to me... i can't...and will not...

no matter how much i dun wan to care... i...
never in my life has i wan to hug anyone so badly...
NEVER IN MY LIFE HAS I WAN TO SEE SOMEONE SO BADLY

kimi wa boku ni niteiru is the song which i was hearing when i tell her my true feelings... cause this song fits to both of us so much....
but now... as i am hearing it... i feel something wanna explode... i can't cry... i should not... i dun wan to fall... i dun wan her to die.... NO...

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:38 PM



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