updated.......
name:chris
sex:male
mood:down...
char of the day:dun wanna giv up
comments:
have been thinking alot for this past few days... thinking bout my past and the now i am in... and also bout my future... well... i dunno... guess i am low in confidence... realli low... have suffered a huge number of shocks during this holidays... without my frens... i think i may not be able to pull through...
imagine wat u want is also wat u dun want... confusing??? yeah... this is exactly wat i am going through rite now... watever things i wanna do or wish for....turns up me refusing to do it... i am realli afraid of the future... i hate to be uncertain bout things... but...on most cases...i am uncertain...
---i realli dun wan things to end up this way----
i am totally confused rite now... i hate myself for wat i am... but i will continue with this and tried to make the best out of it...
----can i rewind time???----
well... guess i can't... so i will have to continue with the now i am in... but i am still standing firm to my promise... to do the things i promised to do...
---i will be here... if u nid me...---
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 1:26 PM
updated.......
name:chris
sex:male
mood:down...
char of the day:dun wanna giv up
comments:
have been thinking alot for this past few days... thinking bout my past and the now i am in... and also bout my future... well... i dunno... guess i am low in confidence... realli low... have suffered a huge number of shocks during this holidays... without my frens... i think i may not be able to pull through...
imagine wat u want is also wat u dun want... confusing??? yeah... this is exactly wat i am going through rite now... watever things i wanna do or wish for....turns up me refusing to do it... i am realli afraid of the future... i hate to be uncertain bout things... but...on most cases...i am uncertain...
---i realli dun wan things to end up this way----
i am totally confused rite now... i hate myself for wat i am... but i will continue with this and tried to make the best out of it...
----can i rewind time???----
well... guess i can't... so i will have to continue with the now i am in... but i am still standing firm to my promise... to do the things i promised to do...
---i will be here... if u nid me...---
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 1:26 PM
there is nth for me to say ba...
since some of u have noe me very well...
some of u will noe me abit... so wat i am realli is is all up to u...