Friday, November 11, 2005
LIFE'S EMOTION
name: wang mingkang
sex:male unless otherwise defined
mood of the dae: depressed/back to normal now
char of the dae:lame/lamer/lamest
comments:
life's emotion.... combining the songs of gundam seed destiny and bleach... LIFE... and... EMOTION...y do i say that... well... dunno... juz feel that all life have emotions... be it sadness... anger...or hatred...
----->life<------
figured out every thing tonite... things have to go on... life have to go on... it is not always sunny out there... we will spend lots of time in the dark... thats y we have to count on our blessing... hopes....determination...
well... takes quite a long time figuring that out... anyway... i'm not counting on her looking at this rite now... juz go on... live my life....live ur life...
guess my hard work all gone down to drain... no regrets wat so ever... trying my best to not be awdward in front of her.... trying hard to maintain that small frenship we have there... guess... i think i have to admit... once relationship breaks...frenship follows... well... thats my onie regret... cause u will be such a gd fren to have around...
-----> emotion <-------
i think i failed my promise... i think i realli am... i rem telling u i wun skip sch... and now... sitting here... thinking back bout the daes... we have... i have... and u... remembering the dae... which u took my phone... rem the daes when A.C.C.I.C is form...guess we have breaked up... u girls and we guys... lOL.... well... thats were the daes.... life goes on...
now... i make a promise... not to anyone... but to myself... to my soul...
i promise...from now on... unless needed... i muz defeat my laziness... not letting it triumph over my mind... not wanting to let down any more ppl...(i have let down too many)...i muz hold on to the little i have... my dad and mum's hopes r on me... her hopes r on me...
minna(everybody in jap).......... ganbette....
----------------->life's emotion<-------------------
daes gone wun be back.... hrs spent r spent..... well... hope things r gonna be all rite out there...
to frens around me....------>thks for accompaning me everydae...
to chen...------>quit skipping sch... i still nid u in my company...(always treasuring the daes i have with u...)
to casilda-----> u r a great fren... muz be hard on u for the past few months... daijobu... it's over...
to alicia-----> if u still bother to come to this blog... den... i think i have to tell u... that
LOVE = care and concern + A TRUE HEART
take care of ur body... and ur mind... be happy always...
to zicheng-----> u r a great bro through and through... though i noe i may be overboard sometimes... u tolerated me... honto arigatou...
to yongming-----> another great bro of mine... honto arigatou...
to chang yue----> u seems different from my first impression of u... but nevertheless... a great fren though....
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lyrics:
<----------LIFE...(full)-------->
Doro darake yo najime nai tokai de
Onaji you ni warae nai utsumuite aruita no
Isogi ashi de surechigau hito-tachi
“Yume wa kanai mashita ka?”
ATASHI mada MOGAite iru
Kodomo no goro ni modoru yori mo
Ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo
Kowagari wa umare tsuki
Hi no atari basho ni dete
Ryoute wo hirogete mita nara
Ano sora koete yukeru ka na?
Nante omottanda
Tobitatsu tame no tsubasa
Sore wa mada mie nai
KANTAN ni ika nai kara ikite yukeru
Nureta koinu hiroi ageta dakede
Chotto warae chau hodo
Namida ga koborete kita
Aisaretai aisaretai bakari
ATASHI itte ita yo ne
Motomeru dake ja dame ne
Kodomo no goro wa MAMA no koto
Hidoku kizutsuketa Hi mo atta yo ne kawari tai
Ima zenbu
Hi no ataru basho ni dete
Kono te wo tsuyoku nigitte mitai
Ano basho ano toki wo kowashite
I can change my life
Demo kokoro no naka subete wo
Totemo tsutae kire nai
KANTAN ni ika nai kara
Ikite yukeru
Hi no ataru basho ni dete
Chizu wo hirogete miru kedo
I know... You know...Mayoi michi mo shikata nai
I can change my life
Sugite kita hibi zenbu de
Ima no atashi nanda yo
KANTAN ni ika nai kara
Ikite yukeru
eng translation:(tv size)
i've been the same old me
for all these years now
so i ask myself,y can't i go living an easier life
everyone moving so fast on the street
and yet here i am content
even though i dunno y i am struggling so much
so instead of wanting to go back to a child
i'd rather try to embrace todae and live for the future
juz accepting my fears
i wan to go to a sunny place
and live on, stronger den ever
i'll overcome those places and times in my mind
i can change my life
i'll never run out of things in my heart
and life to share with the world
so i ask myself
y can't i go on living an easier life?
<------EMOTION----->
anata no kage wa hohoemi utsushite
namida no shizuku sono mama kakushiteru
daishi no kibou minamo no atashi no
ienai koto no kodokusa shitteru
hashiri dashita nara mirai wa sou kotae akeru tobira
EMOTION kitto kono sora wa yume no katachi
tokimeku kono kodou hibiiteru
EMOTION sotto kasanetai anata no yume
shizuka ni ne wa tojite dakishimeru
chiisana kizu rizumu ni tokashite
anata ni akuru honto no MELODY wo
shizukana yoru ni kagami de utsuseba
kanashii kurai watashi wa anata
furikaere nakute kinou tada hitori yureru omoi
EMOTION kitto mamoru kara ima wo kakete
hikari to kage dakara dekiru koto
RELATION motto tsutaetai kano kimochi wo
sunao ni unare kuru kotoba dake
RELATION soko ni arowareta shinjitsu dake
kawarazu kagayaite ite hoshii
EMOTION kitto kono sora wa yume no katachi
tokimeku kono kodou hibiiteru
EMOTION sotto kasanetai anata no yume
shizuka ni ne wa tojite dakishimeru
eng translation
In your shadow is something I can make out to be your smile
My tear drops remain hidden as they are
In the place of hope I compose the surface
I don't really understand the concept of being alone
Open the door to the future - it's starting to run
Emotion! The sky reflects a model of my dream, surely
Letting this resonating impulse fly away
Emotion! Gently, I count the dreams I've had of you
Quietly shut your eyes and then hold me
The small wounds of mine go along with the rhythm
And to you I give the Melody of Truth
In this quiet night, I outline the looking glass
To you, I am your darkened sadness
I can't turn back the days though my thoughts sway to one person
Emotion! Surely, I will the guardian of the fledglings now
I can do it in light and dark
Relation! I want to purge my emotions more
The only thing that will come are the shy words
Relation! only the unwavering truth
should show up and shine
Emotion! The sky reflects a model of my dream, surely
Letting this resonating impulse fly away
Emotion! Gently, I count the dreams I've had of you
Quietly shut your eyes and then hold me
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 12:13 AM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
things that go wrong will be still wrong...
name:chris the sorrowful
sex:boring male
char:boring... uncertain...confusing
song of the dae:hop step jump
comments:
well... sch start le... kept to my promise and return the things as soon as i seen her...realli funny on wed... me and chick laugh like siao at that lecture hall...strange how we can laugh at something totally unlaughable...
totally lost on wat to do... my life... my job... my business... long time never think always cause me to lose myself.... so now... i muz set a target for meself...dunno...things juz seem blurry and out of control after that dae in the airport... maybe after she left my life... things juz fall out of place... thats y i say i nid her by my side...
anyway... she is a thing of a past... though i still think of her...sometimes... but ... i wish i haven do wat i have done... as i have said... things that go wrong will be still wrong... no matter how much u dun wanna look at it... no matter how much u seem to overlook it...no matter wat my mind tell my heart wat should and shouldn't do... no matter how things have gone... things that r wrong will be still wrong...
i thought that i am repairing myself... walking down the road at 3a.m in the morning... listening to songs who bring nth back but memories... telling myself...4get her...over...cut... nth else... no strings attached...anymore...
lOl...bluffing myself have always not work...
---->how humans defer from animals<---
<---they noe how to bluff others and themseleves--->
funny...anyway... life still have to go on... nice dae...
dunno whether i should continue with the mask i am wearing...
hates to put on masks... my true self is always shadowed and spilted after my one source of support and confort have gone... nevertheless... i wan to tell her that i would never 4get wat she say... wat she have told me... nth can break u down except urself... if thats the case... abandon urself and start on a new self again...
<---- there is no future following me... arts to u always seem like a joke--->
<----我 不 要--->
<----用你的全部心去爱其他人。。。我们没future...--->
lOL... 4get it... it has been a long time le...dunno la...
anyway... sayonara...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 12:58 AM