Saturday, November 05, 2005

things that go wrong will be still wrong...

name:chris the sorrowful
sex:boring male
char:boring... uncertain...confusing
song of the dae:hop step jump

comments:

well... sch start le... kept to my promise and return the things as soon as i seen her...realli funny on wed... me and chick laugh like siao at that lecture hall...strange how we can laugh at something totally unlaughable...

totally lost on wat to do... my life... my job... my business... long time never think always cause me to lose myself.... so now... i muz set a target for meself...dunno...things juz seem blurry and out of control after that dae in the airport... maybe after she left my life... things juz fall out of place... thats y i say i nid her by my side...
anyway... she is a thing of a past... though i still think of her...sometimes... but ... i wish i haven do wat i have done... as i have said... things that go wrong will be still wrong... no matter how much u dun wanna look at it... no matter how much u seem to overlook it...no matter wat my mind tell my heart wat should and shouldn't do... no matter how things have gone... things that r wrong will be still wrong...

i thought that i am repairing myself... walking down the road at 3a.m in the morning... listening to songs who bring nth back but memories... telling myself...4get her...over...cut... nth else... no strings attached...anymore...
lOl...bluffing myself have always not work...
---->how humans defer from animals<---
<---they noe how to bluff others and themseleves--->

funny...anyway... life still have to go on... nice dae...
dunno whether i should continue with the mask i am wearing...
hates to put on masks... my true self is always shadowed and spilted after my one source of support and confort have gone... nevertheless... i wan to tell her that i would never 4get wat she say... wat she have told me... nth can break u down except urself... if thats the case... abandon urself and start on a new self again...
<---- there is no future following me... arts to u always seem like a joke--->
<----我 不 要--->
<----用你的全部心去爱其他人。。。我们没future...--->

lOL... 4get it... it has been a long time le...dunno la...
anyway... sayonara...

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 12:58 AM



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