Monday, January 30, 2006
C.N.Y
name: happy chris =)
sex: MALE
char of the dae: quite cheerful...
comments:
hmm... as u have notice... i have change how my blog looks like... well... i have use the same blog skin... yet i change lots of things... so... giv me comments on how it look and give me more advice on making it look better....
hmm.... C.N.Y not a bad year.... though the horoscope and the zodiac says that my year in the dog is bad... haiz... well... i often sort of believe in this sort of things....
but... not a bad cny after all... won bout 500+ from my frens... and 12 from my relatives... hehehe... i am a rich guy!!!
lol... NO LA... i owe them bout 600+ from the previous year... so... it is sort of paying them back... in case u all are wondering y i am able to owe them for years... hehehe... actually hor... we pay every 5 years... like... at 2000 i pay them bout 50+... den at 2005... i pay them bout 100+... haiz... well...we r playing pretty big... from 1 dollar for every bet in blackjack... we can advance to as high as 300 dollars... or in big 2... we can play 10 for every card...
so... my debts for this year is hmm.... bout 200+... still got lots to pay... nvm... next year will be better... hehehehe... i hope...*wink*
we eat yu shen for the first time this year... at my grandma hse... hehehe... i dun wanna eat... i juz keep taking photos... if i am free... i will put them in my blog... hehehe... haiz... my cousin win bout 200+ in that table... i juz wn bout 12... *shake head.....
my mum pull me away... said that she wanna go home le... haiz... k la... go home loh... since we decided to go to my another relative hse to continue gambling... BUT... we decided on the way that we should go to his hse first be4 resting at home... HAIZ... nvm la... compare to the others who cannot celebrate cny.. i should be happy le... well... in his hse... drank bout 3 bottles of heniken...(hehe..dunno how to spell)... and i slp my way through the afternoon next once i reach home...
dunno y i drank so much... everytime i drank is because i am realli sad... maybe i am sad at that time... to have drank 3 bottles... i muz be miserable... anyway... dun quite rem wat happen that dae... juz vaguely rem i force the rabbit to walk with 2 legs...hehehe... sry... wasn't in my right state of mind.... but that rabbit is cute... hehehe...
not doing much todae... in the morning i went to arcade as promise... complete the game for dunno how many times le... spent bout 8 credits... 4 dollars gone... went and eat long john slivers... 5 dollars gone... haiz... muz realli restrain how i spent my money... spent the afternoon making this blog a damn sight nicer... hehe... and in the night... sitting here and writing this.... not a gd dae after all.... nvm... watching zhang san feng later.... haiz... ming dao hong died later... sad...
P.S valentine's dae coming... dunno wat to do... dunno should act anot... dunno lots of things..
----it is the uncertainty in us which makes us weaker every passing dae---
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:50 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
孤独不苦
name:t>I>R>E>D chrismk
sex:elam
char of the dae: unlazy
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stayed up to 5 something to try and fix the lightnings for my ying lui.... damn the LEDs... the lightning consist of 2 wires... each having 70 LEDs...
but one of the wire cannot work.... so we have to figure out which DAMNED LED did the gd work...
on and on we try and fix... using soldering irons and aluminium foil... trying to fix the lightning... we did not make any real progress until we pull down the lightning and place it along a line... den we check for individual *health*
all is ok... ??? strange... we are thinking that since the LEDs is in series circuit... if one of the LED is spolit... den the rest wun be working... hmm... we r on our wits end... so i try using my multimeter and test for any open circuit... beep...beep... ~~~~.... beep.... hmmm.... one of the hole used to contain the LED does not respond... so i ahve to do the *operation*.
meaning--- cut away the hole and the wire and join them together.... hmm...
we found out that 2 more has the same prob...(f*** the guy who sell this...have this been QC???)
QC=quality control
so i do the *operation* twice more... and with shaking hands... we test....
and....
it did not work.... (********%%$##@&^%^$$@)
now i will have to try something else... alot of the LEDs is spoilt by now and we are using aluminium foil to replace... well.... voltage still goes through the aluminium foil... so once i touch the damn thing...
ooo.... my heart hurts...
and i accidently touch the damn thing bout 10 to 20 times... imagine being shocked 10 to 20 times... haiz... i feel like having running a mile... and my heart hurts like hell...*shake head....
finally my sis gave up.. and went to bed...
i was left alone to deal with the cursed thing... i have also run out of patience with that and me alone i put back the lightning onto the ying lui...
http://i29.photobucket.com/albums/c273/tarmade/Picture2.jpg
the image shows my two sis and my dad... my big sis(standing) did not bother bout this... haiz... so me and my sec sis have to do it with my dad... well... he too slp at bout 12... so me and my sis work from 11 to 5... haiz...*shake head...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 12:09 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
updated
not updating is always me... haven been updating le... busy hacking and trying to pull more ppl into hacks... LOL...
hacking next target: sch's firewall
well... ask acc whether can this be possible.... his reply is as gd as wat we throw into the bins... hehehe... no offense...
study acls... access lists... HMMM>.. dun realli understand it... but also... seems to understand it alot... *er.....**blurred**
rite now... trying to be myself and onie myself... feel tired to juz wear a mask and walk around... well... someone tell me...
if u dun wear a mask out in the current soicety... u wun survive...
there r hypocirsty everywhere...
make sense... but a song from GREAT.TEACHER.ONIZUKA come back to me...
one sentence goes like this...
In this kind of world where you can't say what you want,
Poison
I'll go on with my life, still being true to myself.
conclusion: remaining true to urself... no matter how many times u r backstabbed... no matter how many times u have failed as a human... stay who u are... stay wat u are... cause no matter how u think u r improving, u r juz degrading even faster...
so... i stay cool from insults... use words i haven use for a long time... do things which i have been hiding from ppl...
sometimes... even telling someone a heartfelt thing is difficult...
been through it...understood it...
being sad all of a sudden... maybe because i suddenly recall how i have lived past this few daes... how all who i trusts and love hurt me and backstabed me...
well... u can't scold them... cause they r ur dearest frens...
u can't forgive them... cause they R ur dearest frens...
so??? juz bear all of it and hope it will be over soon...
but will it be???
beared it for 6 years... backstabed tons of times... being abandon tons of times... still i founda nid to trust... a nid to love... because if u lose both of that... ur 100 years in earth r gonna wasted...
well... this brings me to another memory...
some1 tell me well... hope i juz died... my next life will be better... even if its not... my next life will be better...
Y CAN'T U PLACE UR TRUST IN UR NEXT LIFE TOWARDS MAKING NEW FRENS???
my next fren will be better...
if he or she's not,
my next fren will be better...
this is a whole lot nicer den juz....
haiz... wat done cannot be undone... wat said cannot be taken back...
---if u find reality too cruel for ur liking----
---y not escape into a world where everything is wat u plan or like??---
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 1:29 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
failed...
name:wang mk
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haiz...haiz....
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never slp yesterday... juz can't slp at nite... so i pull myself up and try to keep myself awake... till 7.30... as i went for sch...
when i come back... nobody is at home... and as i am SOSOSOSO tired... i go straight to bed ......................................................................................................
........(bong)
i was forced awake by a sudden kick at my bed... damn it... i was so blur that time and what my father ask me i dun even noe wat the hell is he toking about... finally... when i understand wat he is toking about... i was and still is furious as they have did it again...
i have gone to sch todae...ok??? damn them for not trusting me again... i hated it when they do that... from small... i hate being accused... I HATED IT.... and they r my parents... they should trust me... and my father says...
who is the one giving u money... so u dun use this tone on me...
kzkz... since u said that... u r my boss now... not my father... i will onie do wat i did to my bosses... and never to my father... since he ask for it... so be it... i will address him as boss now...
and i will make sure... i will take my daily *salary*... from him...
damn it....
P.S. i still luv my dad...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 6:21 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
soccer
name: zhengzong
y this name: because of the skills i use
comments:
LOL.... todae i try to relax le... playing soccer with the rest.... as always.... i use the most stunts of the game....the malays come down after an hour and we play together... 5 on 5.... nice number... and i almost fall asleep trying to be keeper.... LOL....
score: 4 to egg
haiz... totally nth to do for the whole game.... haiz... the most suai thing is...
mata come... and we run like siao... LOL... some ppl even left their slippers there... LOL... nth to do anyway....but the malays never run though... dunno wat happen to them...
studying now... dun feel like playing maple... still cannot make the cheat work... haiz...
over and out....
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 11:03 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
working hard@@@
name:tirrrreeeeddd ooollliiivvveerrr
commennts::
if i say i had work hard 100%.... it is all a lie.... i been playing 45% of the time.... dun blame me.... i feel insulted when i see ppl not studying and me studying alone... ---> one reason... the other is... i nid maple to keep me awake... i realli can't stand to slp this passing nites... i have the same nightmare again and again... DAMN.... i thinking of resting few days... but... haiz....
OVER AND OUT.....
P.S. WISHING U A VERY LATE MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR@@@!!!@@!@!@!@!@$#$@!#@!!!
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 5:39 AM