Thursday, February 23, 2006


been slping lately... dun wan to wake up...


every minute in my *wake up* state is torture to me... i dun wan to wake up... yet... do i have a choice...

----the onie one who can give me so much agony is u----

maybe ppl change... they change and say they never change... some say they have change when their heart denys the change... some realli said that they have change and they admit to it... heart and all...

did i change??? erm... that would be something i dunno...my temper...unchanged...
how i deal with ppl...unchanged...
the u inside my heart...unchanged and would never change...
the u in front of my eyes... changing...

maybe i realli change... maybe i haven change... dunno...dun care!!!
haha... ur favourite sentence...
----do u ever noe that every action of u affects me???----
yeah... we can't be together anymore...haiz... no matter how many times i think of u in a dae... no matter how many times that i think back to the daes we R together...
sometimes... i realli think of u in a bad way... like...

maybe u r together with me because u wan to be loved... wan to feel that u r loved... den after i have outlive my usefulness... u juz leave me...

maybe... u treat me as a fool... maybe u think that i am someone which u can fool about with...

maybe...lots of things...

BUT NO MATTER WAT I THINK... THE ANSWERS AT THE BACK WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME....

SO WAT??? LET HER FOOL ME... LET HER USE ME... I DUN CARE... AS LONG AS I LOVE HER... I DUN CARE ANYTHING ELSE...

fool... maybe love does make u stupid... yeah... i am now so foolish...
to wait for a woman not worthly of me waiting...
to love a woman not worthly of me loving her... even to a point that i can do anything for her...

so ppl blame u for all this... those who noe... u can say u dun care... but i am sure u care... u care so much... u should ask urself y u r getting all this...
haiz... no point anyway... since ppl do realli blame u....and since u feign ignorance... and try to live with it... there u are... escaping from all this again...
nvm... i will bear all that comes out of it... but can i???

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exams le... my maths haven study... been studying AEL... haiz... as i have said... dun expect me get A... wun happen one... i think i most get B... aiya... i also dun mind... me getting B... gd luk to anyone who having exams...er... i think i should say this to myself... LOLSZ

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:12 PM



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