Wednesday, May 03, 2006


watching lots of anime at the moment...

school rumble nigikki(2nd term)
utrawaremono
KIBA
Tsubasa Chronicle
Bleach
Witchblade

wow.... realli lots of anime!!! so i think i am found guilty of the term anime freak...

things haven been going so well for me and my fren... well... i have passed the stage of extreme sadness...but she haven... so i am doing all my best to console her... guess it have to go on 2 more months...

for me... well... i dun wanna say much about it.... but it is not as if i never notice it all along... i juz sort of go along with it...

understanding each other is a very important thing in love... meaning 1-sided trust and understanding dun works... well... i noticed it at the beginning... but it is not until now that i learn the lesson...

can i say that i am a sort of extinct species??? i dunno whether i am quilfied... but i am doing wat ppl would never do...and saying things that i would never say... so i guess even if i am not an extinct species... i am a sort of like preserved species...
lock me in a zoo....ppl...

the term starts... and it is already the 2nd week of the new sem... things still happen... arrows r still shot... and i am always the target...

maybe i am the yaya of the class ba... anyway i am used to those arrows.. so
nvm...

but all the arrows dun hurt as much as arrows shot by one single person...
haiz... well... now that things r like this... i doubt those arrows will hurt much... it will onie deepen my understanding of her peronality...since my heart is already dead due to the numerous arrows and swords stabbed in it...

guess thats wat they call by love... when u have to hurt that guy or gal to gain his attention and make urself confortable... but that is something i would never do to the one i love...no... to even frens which i treasure... cause it will onie cause meaningless issues and quarrels...

so that means that i never loved that person be4... cause i did not do all that... lolz... ironic shyt... and there is me who wait like siao over such a person...

now that i have found back myself... i dun think i nid others... cause the me i am searching for is one without love... yeah... without having to hurt the ppl which u like...or for that person's case u hate...

well... after saying all this... it means that now i will strike back at full force... well... i dun think i will hurt her much... cause i am not meant to hurt ppl... but i will try my best... GANBETTE!!!

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:06 PM



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