exams...chats...
with the exam all behind me... i think i can realli realli say that i nid a gd rest...
this term has been a very rewarding term to me... coz i have accomplished things which has been on my heart for so long... things i wanna settle... once and for all... sayonara!!!
my relationship with alicia is saved... i think... after that email i send her... she stop doing all those things...(again those things may have been juz my imagaination) she start to distant herself from us... i think...
maybe she do it to stop anything from ever happening... whether purposely... or not... but i dun think it is fair to her... well... i dun wan this to happen... yeah... i wanna settle this thing... but i also wanna keep our relationship as frens... well... gd things can't happen all the time...
today... i start feeling that she is opening up to me... i mean as a fren... i dunno y i got that feeling... but when she held up her hand... and offered to take my book... i was so confused with things...
i mean... i dunno wat to do... coz i am actually aiming for cas to take that book... but she unexpectedly held up her hand so i GLADLY give it to her...
my hand to the book... the book to her hand... how i wan time to stop... juz at this moment... when i can savour the feeling of frenship with her once more... well... sadly... i let go after she hold my book...
the other thing i accomplished is i finally tok to adam...
at the start... my gut feeling is that the one toking to me isn't him... but den... i juz go along with it... coz i think whether if it is him or not... i can finally tok about things i wanna tok to her... or adam...
with this chat with him... i can finally put down this relationship with her... and start things again... refreshed... as her fren...
my DEL this afternoon is not gd... everytime i take an exam... i will have the confidence to pass it... but this exam i take... lets juz say that i am feeling abit risky about the chances of me passing... well... let juz hope for the best...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 12:58 AM
exams...chats...
with the exam all behind me... i think i can realli realli say that i nid a gd rest...
this term has been a very rewarding term to me... coz i have accomplished things which has been on my heart for so long... things i wanna settle... once and for all... sayonara!!!
my relationship with alicia is saved... i think... after that email i send her... she stop doing all those things...(again those things may have been juz my imagaination) she start to distant herself from us... i think...
maybe she do it to stop anything from ever happening... whether purposely... or not... but i dun think it is fair to her... well... i dun wan this to happen... yeah... i wanna settle this thing... but i also wanna keep our relationship as frens... well... gd things can't happen all the time...
today... i start feeling that she is opening up to me... i mean as a fren... i dunno y i got that feeling... but when she held up her hand... and offered to take my book... i was so confused with things...
i mean... i dunno wat to do... coz i am actually aiming for cas to take that book... but she unexpectedly held up her hand so i GLADLY give it to her...
my hand to the book... the book to her hand... how i wan time to stop... juz at this moment... when i can savour the feeling of frenship with her once more... well... sadly... i let go after she hold my book...
the other thing i accomplished is i finally tok to adam...
at the start... my gut feeling is that the one toking to me isn't him... but den... i juz go along with it... coz i think whether if it is him or not... i can finally tok about things i wanna tok to her... or adam...
with this chat with him... i can finally put down this relationship with her... and start things again... refreshed... as her fren...
my DEL this afternoon is not gd... everytime i take an exam... i will have the confidence to pass it... but this exam i take... lets juz say that i am feeling abit risky about the chances of me passing... well... let juz hope for the best...
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 12:58 AM
there is nth for me to say ba...
since some of u have noe me very well...
some of u will noe me abit... so wat i am realli is is all up to u...
