airport
lotsa things happen during this few days... i feel down... coz most of them are unpleasant things... i dunno wat to do... dunno wat to say... so i juz let it goes with my character... wanna act cool and dun wanna care... but den... it juz seems that my character isn't that kind of a guy...
i did something that i cant forgive myself again... i walk away from a fren in nid... i realli cannot bear doing that... but den... haiz... though i noe this cant reach u... but i am realli sorry about wat that has happened... give me some time can??? i wanna learn how to face u guys again...
was sending my god-bro off ytd... full of mixed feelings when i am in the airport... i dunno wat to say to him... yet i am so worried for him... i dun wan him to go... yet... i wan him to see new things... let him have deeper sense of the world outside of our tiny little estate neighbourhood...
in the end... i juz tell him iterashei...(see ya later)... his fren is realli jealous... from wat i can see from his face... well... i am too... cause i cant get to go overseas as often as my god-bro... well... juz wish he can learn new things over there at japan...
my parents go overseas again... well... actually juz malaysia... i am realli jealous... cause i wanna go... my last trip to malaysia is purely business... cant get to play at all... but now... they did not even tell me be4 they say they wanna go malaysia... haiz... nvm... i can handle myself... loneliness isn;t a strange thing to me... it is always there... with regret and remorse... these three things always accompany when they are out...
feeling so down this few days because of these things... realli hope to break free from all these and have some nice times with my frens and family members... well... hard to get... but hope isn't a rare thing to me... rite???
to alicia and casilda: all the best for ur IA and keep ur moods up...
to casilda: dun let other ppl get to u... if things realli get out of hand... well... talk things over... k???
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 7:44 PM
airport
lotsa things happen during this few days... i feel down... coz most of them are unpleasant things... i dunno wat to do... dunno wat to say... so i juz let it goes with my character... wanna act cool and dun wanna care... but den... it juz seems that my character isn't that kind of a guy...
i did something that i cant forgive myself again... i walk away from a fren in nid... i realli cannot bear doing that... but den... haiz... though i noe this cant reach u... but i am realli sorry about wat that has happened... give me some time can??? i wanna learn how to face u guys again...
was sending my god-bro off ytd... full of mixed feelings when i am in the airport... i dunno wat to say to him... yet i am so worried for him... i dun wan him to go... yet... i wan him to see new things... let him have deeper sense of the world outside of our tiny little estate neighbourhood...
in the end... i juz tell him iterashei...(see ya later)... his fren is realli jealous... from wat i can see from his face... well... i am too... cause i cant get to go overseas as often as my god-bro... well... juz wish he can learn new things over there at japan...
my parents go overseas again... well... actually juz malaysia... i am realli jealous... cause i wanna go... my last trip to malaysia is purely business... cant get to play at all... but now... they did not even tell me be4 they say they wanna go malaysia... haiz... nvm... i can handle myself... loneliness isn;t a strange thing to me... it is always there... with regret and remorse... these three things always accompany when they are out...
feeling so down this few days because of these things... realli hope to break free from all these and have some nice times with my frens and family members... well... hard to get... but hope isn't a rare thing to me... rite???
to alicia and casilda: all the best for ur IA and keep ur moods up...
to casilda: dun let other ppl get to u... if things realli get out of hand... well... talk things over... k???
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 7:44 PM
there is nth for me to say ba...
since some of u have noe me very well...
some of u will noe me abit... so wat i am realli is is all up to u...
