Monday, September 18, 2006

BLOG JUMPING

Went to all of my class blogs to see wazzup in their life... realli shocked me a great deal as some blogs i dun even noe exists... well... i'm not much of a blog person... rite???

feeling better now... juz thought of a line in a song...


~The answer is always in my heart~

yeah... i keep asking myself this few days whether i can survive through this messed up life... whether can i have the strength to put things rite...
well... the answer is in my heart... so this is again my famous line...


~It is not whether u can anot... it is u wan anot!!!~

tried to put things rite ytd... went to climb bukit timah hill with my parents... my first step in making things rite... my next step is to learn bass from nicholas...have to try to put in effort for superband... this is my dream...

i am still here writing this entry because my life is still messed up.. blogging at 6.35 am??? OMG!!! well... have to do something to fix that...

well... i read firdaus blog also... he is also writing to the class about things... so i think i follow suit... hehehe!!!

to zheng gen: U are my greatest buddy in sch... i may have scolded u or something... but i will onie do that because u are someone i cared for... i noe it is hard for u to be with me... and so i thks u alot for juz being that with me...

to wei zheng: u!!! YOU!!! wat should i say about u!!! lolz... u r always bullying me... *sobsob* but den... i noe that some ppl r like that... and i dun blame u... u say some of the obvious things that i have missed... and u r the only one who can realli stay away from the "war of the class". and so... u r the one who see things wat others cannot see...

to benedict: you r one who sided me with me in the "war of the class". for this alone... i will die for u... i remember telling u that i dun wan ppl to follow me... instead i wan ppl to be beside me and be my frens... if u do juz that... i will do all i can to help u... even in the expense of my own life... u did juz that... and i am realli grateful to u...
P.S: dun hang around computers for a long time... it harms u!!!

to firdaus: u help me alot... whether in sch work or relationships... u r someone who noes how to loosen up the mood in situations... in this war of the class u did not realli take up sides... u juz be the same u in the war... and because of this... i get to noe u better... been with u for both IS modules... would hope to be with u again next sem...

to Ian: in this war of the class, u take the opposing side...i can not say that i dun blame u... instead... of all the ppl in the class... i blame u the most... lol... but den... u r forgiven... lolz... cause i am not that kind of vengeful ppl... *though i tok alot about past grudges...* well... in a war.. sometimes it is not up to u... rite???

to casilda: you r sort of neutral in this war of the class... u give support to all sides... and always give nice advices...though i cant tok to u much in class... i noe that u r a kind person... do not be affected by wat other ppl says... and always be the u... the casilda who is always willing to help...

to alicia: i be frank to u... no more hide ups... no more masks... i juz say wat i wan here... whether is it true anot... watever happen is already history...


i notice that u changed alot... ALOT!!! maybe because of lots of reasons... or something like that... u have realli changed... u r wearing even more masks den the whole class is wearing...

to be frank... i dun understand the present u... but in my heart... i always noe that watever happen... it happens due to a reason... watever u r doing... is not the real u... i always believe in that... and so... i am always waiting for a day the alicia i noe returns...

In this "war of the class", u r the opposing side... u did things that i would never dream of u doing it... I am not a god... i am a human... i get angry also... and the more u do all those things... the more anger is stored in my heart...

BUT!!! watever that has happens already happened... we r still here looking at each other blogs and trying to find out wat each other is thinking... this is most important... so let us juz forgot all those unhappy moments and still be frens... don'cha think???

to rachel, janice and shihui: u 3... realli very troublesome girls... lolz... not janice much... haha... rachel... i think u r a straightforward girl who dare to speak up... u r always one who dare to show her emotion in front of everyone... u wear no mask... u r who u r... u r wat we see u as... shihui ma... u r like rachel... juz that u r more er... "outstanding" den her... hmmm... maybe because of ur orange??? lolz...
P.S: eh... dun bully janice so much ah... take it that i am asking u girls as her "husband".lol!!
*this is gonna cooked up more misunderstandings!!! haiz!!! as if my life isn;t mixed up!!!*
to shannon de gang: lolz... how should i say u guys... fun and fashionable??? lolz... aiya... juz be urselfs can le...
*tired liao... wanna slp so dun wanna type so much... hehehe*

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 6:33 AM



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