Friday, October 27, 2006

worst day of the month???

i am realli tired now... tired both mentally and phyiscally... frustrated at my character... tired over my neverending contribution...

sometimes ppl realli juz take things for granted... they thought that ppl will always be there... to teach them stuff... but that guys that u guys are using may no longer be around...


tired over so many things... ppl realli dun understand me... my parents dun understand me too... dun understand my fear... my worries... and my condition... they juz take things for granted that i will always be the son in their eyes...


i am so afraid that i am changing... my mindset is starting to change... i am starting to hate all ppl... i am starting to close myself up... not letting any1 close... i dun wanna be like this... yet... so many reasons push me to this extent...NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME AT ALL...OR EVEN TRY!!!

so this is wat u get for being a mr nice guy... being nice and good wun bring u any good... the world is corrupted... all other ppl are trying ways and means to make themselves more confortable... by stepping on ppl... they achieve wat they wan... i hate this kind of world...

but wat can i do? there is so many things that one cannot change alone... am i juz gonna listen to my fate and juz let it controls me???

hopelessness... emptiness... sadness... all this sink into my heart once more... i realli feel that no one is close to me at all... there is no one who i can realli tok to outside... or even inside...

stay positve... i tell myself... no one is perfect... we all have flaws... but... BUT... haiz... there is so much things that i can say i wun say...

finally i wan my class de ppl to understand this one pt of me... I DUN LIKE MY JOB ONE BIT!!!!!! so making fun of me going to work... PLZ!!!!!!

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:18 PM



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