Recently, i am realli thinking about things that happen to me... things that ppl did to me. no matter in the past or present, i realli feel so depressed... so disappointed on ppl that i have pour my heart out for...

Retribution... i realli have a taste of that... how i treat her last time... how i was treated...

i am suddenly thinking now... maybe i shdn't fight back anymore... maybe i shd juz let her ruin me... maybe i realli owe her in my previous life... but den... someone close to me will be also affected if i juz go down like that. its juz not fair... making the ppl close to me suffer... because of my weakness...


haiz... juz continue like this... and i think i will be fine... whether or not i win in the end... nvm if i get hurt... if my frens are there for me... i will tahan through...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 10:43 PM





been a while since i blog... haha... lemme intro u 2 new animes i have watch over this past few weeks...

first... CLAYMORE... a manga adaptation... my first impression of this anime is... fate stay night...

cause the female lead realli resembles saber... but when i realli go and watch it... it is realli different from fate... it reminds me of mai otome...

It is another anime which involve only female warriers... this time... all of the warriers call claymores are of a bitter past... and they have change to become cold blooded monsters... to kill monsters...

realli love the ED... lyrics speak of the characters of the claymore... but the tune is of helplessness and despair... DAISUKI!!!... will go crazy over this anime... but wun go moe over the female lead... not my type... same goes to arika from mai otome... hahaha....


next is nagaserate airantou!!!! i took interest in this anime as i see HAREM in the description of this anime...

"hey ppl... i'm still a guy k??? my eyes still light up when i see this sort of anime..."

this anime toks about a guy... who drift to an island of onie.........GIRLS!!!!!! and i am toking about beautiful girls... though most still haven pass the age of 16... unlike love hina... HEHEHE...
LOLI!!! ppl!!!

and for u ppl sake... this is the first anime i pull zg in!!! and zg also went crazy over it!!! haha... but he seem to not like any of the girls inside... hahaha...
for me... i like MACHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



bout my ps2... i fixed it... AGAIN!!! haha... as i expected... too much excess voltage stored in the ps2... causing the power adapter to spoilt... resolution taken: plug in my mp3 player!!!!!

hahaha... ingenious... am i???
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 10:53 PM





too tired to blog nowadays... very sian too...

wat am i gonna say??? realli forgot wat shd i say le... begin with recent happenings ba...

been storing all the pain i recieve while i'm not in the hse... be it work... or other places... realli tires me out... trying to maintain relationships... trying not to worsen any of them... putting so much effort into all my relationships with everyone... yes... i got tired... again... but den... sad to say... i maintain some... but worsen some...

i have changed... i feel that way... this is the first time i feel i have changed... i accept watever things in my way... and treat it normally... dun wanna run away from anything anymore... i reach an understanding that... some things are wat they are meant to be... some things change... but some would never change... i finally accept that... and understand that... for u to change back to the u in the past... it is gonna be impossible...
By understand this fact, i also noe that... 1+1 may not be equal to 2...---> omg... wat the hell am i saying???

lemme explain... wat i understand is... no matter hw u pile in effort... it wun change anything... hope is wat i feel... useless... to have rite now...


thinking more and more about her... remembering her stupid ways at the hawker centre... at the clock shop... memories all come back to me... but i doubt i have the courage to visit her next yr...

everything is happening all at once again... MOUNTAINS of stress pile up again... at first... i wanna write here that i am gonna lose to this stress... but den... now... when i am writing this... i juz feel that... it's gonna pass through me safely...

deployment of IP phones are now 1 of our job scopes... more job for us again...


almost wanna scold zg ytd... realli getting so fed up of his lazyness... wat the hell is wrong with u??? 4geting the things i have taught u about... but... i did not scold him... as i feel that... zg's my best mate... faults lies in both of us... not juz him alone...

Accepting the way he is... but still trying to change him... now i can realli understand ben's words... when he say he will rely on me... if we are in the same team... that is wat zg is doing now... relying on me...

things look better today... nth much happen... and have a gd talk with zg... i have the feeling that... he wanna change too... and if he wan change, i will try my very best to help him...

writing this... makes me think bout more things again... suddenly... i wanna give another chance... have that small hope in me again... realli should not think so much...


MY PS2 SPOILT AGAIN... THAT FUKING POWER ADAPTER... DAMN SIAN... HAVE TO GO DOWN TO SIMLIM AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 9:55 PM

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Recently, i am realli thinking about things that happen to me... things that ppl did to me. no matter in the past or present, i realli feel so depressed... so disappointed on ppl that i have pour my heart out for...

Retribution... i realli have a taste of that... how i treat her last time... how i was treated...

i am suddenly thinking now... maybe i shdn't fight back anymore... maybe i shd juz let her ruin me... maybe i realli owe her in my previous life... but den... someone close to me will be also affected if i juz go down like that. its juz not fair... making the ppl close to me suffer... because of my weakness...


haiz... juz continue like this... and i think i will be fine... whether or not i win in the end... nvm if i get hurt... if my frens are there for me... i will tahan through...
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 10:43 PM





been a while since i blog... haha... lemme intro u 2 new animes i have watch over this past few weeks...

first... CLAYMORE... a manga adaptation... my first impression of this anime is... fate stay night...

cause the female lead realli resembles saber... but when i realli go and watch it... it is realli different from fate... it reminds me of mai otome...

It is another anime which involve only female warriers... this time... all of the warriers call claymores are of a bitter past... and they have change to become cold blooded monsters... to kill monsters...

realli love the ED... lyrics speak of the characters of the claymore... but the tune is of helplessness and despair... DAISUKI!!!... will go crazy over this anime... but wun go moe over the female lead... not my type... same goes to arika from mai otome... hahaha....


next is nagaserate airantou!!!! i took interest in this anime as i see HAREM in the description of this anime...

"hey ppl... i'm still a guy k??? my eyes still light up when i see this sort of anime..."

this anime toks about a guy... who drift to an island of onie.........GIRLS!!!!!! and i am toking about beautiful girls... though most still haven pass the age of 16... unlike love hina... HEHEHE...
LOLI!!! ppl!!!

and for u ppl sake... this is the first anime i pull zg in!!! and zg also went crazy over it!!! haha... but he seem to not like any of the girls inside... hahaha...
for me... i like MACHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



bout my ps2... i fixed it... AGAIN!!! haha... as i expected... too much excess voltage stored in the ps2... causing the power adapter to spoilt... resolution taken: plug in my mp3 player!!!!!

hahaha... ingenious... am i???
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 10:53 PM





too tired to blog nowadays... very sian too...

wat am i gonna say??? realli forgot wat shd i say le... begin with recent happenings ba...

been storing all the pain i recieve while i'm not in the hse... be it work... or other places... realli tires me out... trying to maintain relationships... trying not to worsen any of them... putting so much effort into all my relationships with everyone... yes... i got tired... again... but den... sad to say... i maintain some... but worsen some...

i have changed... i feel that way... this is the first time i feel i have changed... i accept watever things in my way... and treat it normally... dun wanna run away from anything anymore... i reach an understanding that... some things are wat they are meant to be... some things change... but some would never change... i finally accept that... and understand that... for u to change back to the u in the past... it is gonna be impossible...
By understand this fact, i also noe that... 1+1 may not be equal to 2...---> omg... wat the hell am i saying???

lemme explain... wat i understand is... no matter hw u pile in effort... it wun change anything... hope is wat i feel... useless... to have rite now...


thinking more and more about her... remembering her stupid ways at the hawker centre... at the clock shop... memories all come back to me... but i doubt i have the courage to visit her next yr...

everything is happening all at once again... MOUNTAINS of stress pile up again... at first... i wanna write here that i am gonna lose to this stress... but den... now... when i am writing this... i juz feel that... it's gonna pass through me safely...

deployment of IP phones are now 1 of our job scopes... more job for us again...


almost wanna scold zg ytd... realli getting so fed up of his lazyness... wat the hell is wrong with u??? 4geting the things i have taught u about... but... i did not scold him... as i feel that... zg's my best mate... faults lies in both of us... not juz him alone...

Accepting the way he is... but still trying to change him... now i can realli understand ben's words... when he say he will rely on me... if we are in the same team... that is wat zg is doing now... relying on me...

things look better today... nth much happen... and have a gd talk with zg... i have the feeling that... he wanna change too... and if he wan change, i will try my very best to help him...

writing this... makes me think bout more things again... suddenly... i wanna give another chance... have that small hope in me again... realli should not think so much...


MY PS2 SPOILT AGAIN... THAT FUKING POWER ADAPTER... DAMN SIAN... HAVE TO GO DOWN TO SIMLIM AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 9:55 PM

there is nth for me to say ba...
since some of u have noe me very well...
some of u will noe me abit... so wat i am realli is is all up to u...

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