~School Days~
Juz finish watching an anime called School days. This anime seems interesting enough, so... i watch the first few episodes... After watching them, i start to research about them... And the content shocked me that much that i have to blog about it.
The anime is about a guy, likes a girl on the train called katsura who is in the same school as him.
This guy, Makoto, captured her image on to the HP he has, but was accidentally peeked by a girl sitting beside him, Sekai. Sekai bring this 2 people in love together. Makoto, confused about why she did so, ask her about her reasons. Sekai said that she have to do something for him since she peeked into his HP.
Makoto never knew that, Sekai is in love with him.
After few months pass, Sekai, who was so confused about her feelings with Makato, sometimes show actions that let katsura thinks that she may have fallen for Makato. During this time, Makato, who is also confused about his close relationship with Sekai, starts to be indecisive and make both girls feeled troubled about him.
After a while, sex came into the story and make their relationship more confusing and troublesome. Finally, when Makato was on a date with Katsura, Sekai called and told Makato that she had prepared dinner for him at his house. Makato was fed-up with her actions and told her to go home now. During the trip home, Sekai saw Makato and Katsura acting intimately. She went straight back to Makato's house.
Katsura told Sekai that Makato has fallen in love with her and Sekai is merely a nusiance to him. Deeply hurted, Sekai rushed out of the house telling Makato she was pregrant. At night, Makato SMSed Sekai that Katsura has found a very gd doctor for her to take an abortion. Hurted once again by this, and deeply grieved over his heartless-ness, she told Makato to meet up in his house as she had something to say to him.
In his house, Sekai took a knife and stabbed Makato repeatedly. Soon, Makato died with Sekai fleeing from the scenes. Katsura happened to visit Makato and found his body lying there. She broke down totally and cried.
Katsura SMS Sekai to meet as she has something to say to her. Sekai went cautiously and bring with her the knife she used to kil Makato. Katsura start to ask about Sekai's pregancy and suspect that she is lying. After that, Katsura ask Sekai to look into the bag she brought. Sekai peeked into it and inside was the head of Makato. She feel sicked at once after seeing this and become weakened. Katsura revealed that she has a cleaver with her and attacked Sekai. Sekai was unable to dodge it and was killed.
Soon, Katsura, her eyes totally lifeless, wondered about whether her pregnancy was real. She use the cleaver and cut a small hole into Sekai's body. With this, "As i expected, u're lying... THERE'S NO ONE INSIDE YOU...", she take the bag containing Makato's head and left.
The last scene shows Katsura holding Makato's head and say" We are finally together now." In the school, the HP that Makato used to captured Katsura's image is left on the rooftop that Sekai was killed and has never been touched ever since.
This anime was the first i saw that makes me so shocked. Other animes i have watched juz makes me feel sad or happy about them. But this anime juz makes me think about lots of things. It makes me wonder if i was in Makato's shoes, will the whole thing end up like that, or will it be a happier ending. For now, i think i have the confidence to make things to not end up like that. But as experience shows, when emotions come into the picture, i will act very rashly. And i may be chopped up into many pieces like Makato, by the woman i loved deeply.
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 9:36 PM
Tired? Or losing myself?
Again with updates... well... it juz means that im not going too well with my life...
i dunno wat happen to me... something juz seems wrong... im realli very tired... its that kind of tired that u dun even know that u are tired... guess im not making much sense...
sometimes... i can lose control of my strength suddenly... take for example... i was eating KFC once... and u know i love chilli... well... so i tried to open up the chilli packets... and to my great surpise... i suddenly juz rip it open... and the chilli spilled out on my clothes... i dunno y... but i juz lose control of my strength suddenly...
this few days... i cant even keep myself myself up straight... i even fall down myself juz because i lose my balance on a totally even road...
my concentration... reflexes... and thinking dulled... i juz knocked into more and more ppl everyday... and i realli dun seem to know of the reason...except that im tired...but i dun feel tired at all... *shrugs*
im also getting emotionally tired... i realli feel very tired to try to blend into my colleagues interests... and try to make fun with them... i juz feel... not myself... im realli slowly losing myself... losing myself as cwmkt...
i get angered easily by my closest frens... those which realli means alot to me... i dunno y... maybe because im already fed up with me trying to blend in... and wans them to, instead , blend in with me...
i think that i can handle it... working day and night... without having a life... but... it seems like i cant... im slowly losing control of my own emotions... my life... and my limbs... Can i last till the end?
i need money... and i dunno whether i need a rest or not... so... all i can think of... is to look ahead and walk the path i set for myself...
alot of things happened recently... and it makes me feel bad about things... no matter wat did they do... i still felt that... we shd give them one more chance... but... i have given too much chances... so... i juz kept quiet... and let them isolate themselves... i care... but... i... have given up hope...
Anyone... help me find ways for me to relax... DO NOT ASK ME GO TO NIGHTCLUBS... i have went there... and find myself torturing myself for the whole duration...
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 9:25 PM
~School Days~
Juz finish watching an anime called School days. This anime seems interesting enough, so... i watch the first few episodes... After watching them, i start to research about them... And the content shocked me that much that i have to blog about it.
The anime is about a guy, likes a girl on the train called katsura who is in the same school as him.
This guy, Makoto, captured her image on to the HP he has, but was accidentally peeked by a girl sitting beside him, Sekai. Sekai bring this 2 people in love together. Makoto, confused about why she did so, ask her about her reasons. Sekai said that she have to do something for him since she peeked into his HP.
Makoto never knew that, Sekai is in love with him.
After few months pass, Sekai, who was so confused about her feelings with Makato, sometimes show actions that let katsura thinks that she may have fallen for Makato. During this time, Makato, who is also confused about his close relationship with Sekai, starts to be indecisive and make both girls feeled troubled about him.
After a while, sex came into the story and make their relationship more confusing and troublesome. Finally, when Makato was on a date with Katsura, Sekai called and told Makato that she had prepared dinner for him at his house. Makato was fed-up with her actions and told her to go home now. During the trip home, Sekai saw Makato and Katsura acting intimately. She went straight back to Makato's house.
Katsura told Sekai that Makato has fallen in love with her and Sekai is merely a nusiance to him. Deeply hurted, Sekai rushed out of the house telling Makato she was pregrant. At night, Makato SMSed Sekai that Katsura has found a very gd doctor for her to take an abortion. Hurted once again by this, and deeply grieved over his heartless-ness, she told Makato to meet up in his house as she had something to say to him.
In his house, Sekai took a knife and stabbed Makato repeatedly. Soon, Makato died with Sekai fleeing from the scenes. Katsura happened to visit Makato and found his body lying there. She broke down totally and cried.
Katsura SMS Sekai to meet as she has something to say to her. Sekai went cautiously and bring with her the knife she used to kil Makato. Katsura start to ask about Sekai's pregancy and suspect that she is lying. After that, Katsura ask Sekai to look into the bag she brought. Sekai peeked into it and inside was the head of Makato. She feel sicked at once after seeing this and become weakened. Katsura revealed that she has a cleaver with her and attacked Sekai. Sekai was unable to dodge it and was killed.
Soon, Katsura, her eyes totally lifeless, wondered about whether her pregnancy was real. She use the cleaver and cut a small hole into Sekai's body. With this, "As i expected, u're lying... THERE'S NO ONE INSIDE YOU...", she take the bag containing Makato's head and left.
The last scene shows Katsura holding Makato's head and say" We are finally together now." In the school, the HP that Makato used to captured Katsura's image is left on the rooftop that Sekai was killed and has never been touched ever since.
This anime was the first i saw that makes me so shocked. Other animes i have watched juz makes me feel sad or happy about them. But this anime juz makes me think about lots of things. It makes me wonder if i was in Makato's shoes, will the whole thing end up like that, or will it be a happier ending. For now, i think i have the confidence to make things to not end up like that. But as experience shows, when emotions come into the picture, i will act very rashly. And i may be chopped up into many pieces like Makato, by the woman i loved deeply.
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 9:36 PM
Tired? Or losing myself?
Again with updates... well... it juz means that im not going too well with my life...
i dunno wat happen to me... something juz seems wrong... im realli very tired... its that kind of tired that u dun even know that u are tired... guess im not making much sense...
sometimes... i can lose control of my strength suddenly... take for example... i was eating KFC once... and u know i love chilli... well... so i tried to open up the chilli packets... and to my great surpise... i suddenly juz rip it open... and the chilli spilled out on my clothes... i dunno y... but i juz lose control of my strength suddenly...
this few days... i cant even keep myself myself up straight... i even fall down myself juz because i lose my balance on a totally even road...
my concentration... reflexes... and thinking dulled... i juz knocked into more and more ppl everyday... and i realli dun seem to know of the reason...except that im tired...but i dun feel tired at all... *shrugs*
im also getting emotionally tired... i realli feel very tired to try to blend into my colleagues interests... and try to make fun with them... i juz feel... not myself... im realli slowly losing myself... losing myself as cwmkt...
i get angered easily by my closest frens... those which realli means alot to me... i dunno y... maybe because im already fed up with me trying to blend in... and wans them to, instead , blend in with me...
i think that i can handle it... working day and night... without having a life... but... it seems like i cant... im slowly losing control of my own emotions... my life... and my limbs... Can i last till the end?
i need money... and i dunno whether i need a rest or not... so... all i can think of... is to look ahead and walk the path i set for myself...
alot of things happened recently... and it makes me feel bad about things... no matter wat did they do... i still felt that... we shd give them one more chance... but... i have given too much chances... so... i juz kept quiet... and let them isolate themselves... i care... but... i... have given up hope...
Anyone... help me find ways for me to relax... DO NOT ASK ME GO TO NIGHTCLUBS... i have went there... and find myself torturing myself for the whole duration...
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 9:25 PM
there is nth for me to say ba...
since some of u have noe me very well...
some of u will noe me abit... so wat i am realli is is all up to u...
