Unknown feelings
Im feeling a little... unhappy... and tired. I dunno how long more i can withstand this life of mine, and how long more before i burst everything out. Im tired... too tired to think straight.
This world suxs... Why do humans exist in the first place? Why do a higher being create us? And since they had created us, why isn't there any punishment to wicked people?
I always think that fairness and equality can be found in a place that i can call my home. But... recent events make me thinks otherwise. Im beginning to lose hope, of this family... and of this world.
Humans... are selfish... and will always think of themselves first, before anything else. Faced with bad circumstances, they can even betray and abandon their own family members, and leave them to suffer those circumstances. It's not till truth points to them about their wrong-doings that they admitted that it's their fault. And the punisher, having wrongly blamed someone, didn't apologise or do anything to make it up for him or her. Worst still, after meting out the punishment to the wrong person, the punisher gives a much softer punishment to the wrong-doer. I could understand the reasons for not apologising, as all humans have their own pride, and asking them to admit their wrong-doing to a lower peer would be deemed degrading.
Fairness... is but a dream. An unattainable dream for most humans, and a very difficult task to perform for the rest of us. i understand the difficulties behind it, but after multiple reminding, if that someone still can't be fair, then it would means...
I am but one human, and would not be able to change the world even if i wanted to. But that doesn't mean i would give up. Humans... though they are detestable and incomplete, i would try my utmost best to improve them.
~Even if the morrow lies barren with promises, nothing shall forestall my return~
posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 3:37 AM
Unknown feelings
Im feeling a little... unhappy... and tired. I dunno how long more i can withstand this life of mine, and how long more before i burst everything out. Im tired... too tired to think straight.
This world suxs... Why do humans exist in the first place? Why do a higher being create us? And since they had created us, why isn't there any punishment to wicked people?
I always think that fairness and equality can be found in a place that i can call my home. But... recent events make me thinks otherwise. Im beginning to lose hope, of this family... and of this world.
Humans... are selfish... and will always think of themselves first, before anything else. Faced with bad circumstances, they can even betray and abandon their own family members, and leave them to suffer those circumstances. It's not till truth points to them about their wrong-doings that they admitted that it's their fault. And the punisher, having wrongly blamed someone, didn't apologise or do anything to make it up for him or her. Worst still, after meting out the punishment to the wrong person, the punisher gives a much softer punishment to the wrong-doer. I could understand the reasons for not apologising, as all humans have their own pride, and asking them to admit their wrong-doing to a lower peer would be deemed degrading.
Fairness... is but a dream. An unattainable dream for most humans, and a very difficult task to perform for the rest of us. i understand the difficulties behind it, but after multiple reminding, if that someone still can't be fair, then it would means...
I am but one human, and would not be able to change the world even if i wanted to. But that doesn't mean i would give up. Humans... though they are detestable and incomplete, i would try my utmost best to improve them.
~Even if the morrow lies barren with promises, nothing shall forestall my return~
posted by ~~~TsUbaSa cHRIS~~~ @ 3:37 AM
there is nth for me to say ba...
since some of u have noe me very well...
some of u will noe me abit... so wat i am realli is is all up to u...
