Sunday, August 21, 2005

feelings now!!!

name: as usual
sex: as usual
mood: not bad
char of the day: lame/postive/looking forward....
song of the day:trust

comments:
well... we fall out... a gd thing... nevertheless... as i wanna noe her true feelings... well... i hate women because of one thing... their fake feelings...
she told me to stop...and i stop... now she tell me that i never make any movements??? diaodiaodiaoz....
my ex call... she call to ask me whether i am all rite... irrelevent... as she noe straight from the tone and the way i speak.... she become so concern towards me... and hard as i try to put up a defence... i crushed... giv in... and spilled everything to her... as she is the onie one who an help me... she try to help... and at once i found out that something is missing... from her tone... she feel sad... miserable... instantly.... i become sad also... i still love her... and i noe she love me too... juz that we can't be together... she chase for a different dream as mine... and i would prove a obstacle to her...

she tell me that wat a girl nids is love and concern... wat i nid is the spirit of never giving up.... i failed... i given up... and she is like... expected...
i am mentally weak... realli... i wan her support... but i dun wan to let someone down also... cause during the time i been with her... she juz seem so sad... well... maybe now she recovered... i should go...

she tell me that if anything happen... look for the source of the problem... and solve it... but now... the source of the problem is that she juz seem so far away... and i tried bringing the distance between us for the pass 3 months... and i am so tired....

she juz failed her subjects... i think so... she never tell me much... and was looking for concern from me... she nid my support...and i give her... we wan to feel each other presence so much... that we cried... i wan to hug her... and onie her... but... she is so far away...

i told her... i still love u...

she told me... if u can giv up someone who u juz love and love me back... den u r not the mk i noe...

i told her... i love u but i dun wanna be with u

she told me... baka... wat the point of loving

i told her... to love

she ask back... the point of loving is to love???

i told her... yes so dun wait for me... juz noe in ur heart that i love u... as i noe from my heart that u never left me... itsumo(always) honto(really)

she ans back... silly... u r always so silly...

and she hanged up...

i dun wanna think bout it
i dun wanna noe bout it
rite now
rite then
i juz wanna be with u...

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:45 PM



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