Tuesday, August 22, 2006

recent days again!!!

nothing much happen during this few days... er... actually lots of things happen... but den... things got better and better... so i think... ok la!!!


this few weeks... i build stronger bonds with my frens... sch frens that is...
they nid help in their studies... so i tried my best to help...


from FF9... this is zidane quote" u don't need any reason to help someone"

i am trying to be like him... from the first time i played the game... i try to be like him... if there is anyone who nids my help... i will try my best...
i help ppl not because there is any benefits for me... never... and most of the time... it actually take something from me whenever i help someone... but i am willing to do all that... if i can see that person's smile at the end of the day... i will be sastified...

from alicia's blog she said that everyone is actors... hmmm... correct... in some sense... yeah!!! we nid to hide our "not so pretty" side from others... but should we realli hide our true self from them???

to me... i dun think there is a nid... rite... u will be hurt badly and ppl will noe wat is ur weakness... but if u guard against everyone... when can someone realli go into ur life??? NO...

frens come and go everytime... that is a fact in life... do we realli nid to seal our self up to guard against this kind of thing???
again my ans is no...

so we should juz open up and show our true self... though at the future... when u come out to work... this is a realli stupid way to face others... but i think... this is the rite way... always bear hope in ur heart... no matter how many times this hope is taken away from u...

hope is wat i nid... and it is wat i will always have... ALWAYS... coz without hope... u will sink into despair...

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 1:21 AM



Sunday, August 06, 2006

korean dramas

juz watch finish a korean drama... finish it in 2 days... as u all noe... korean drama more or less are about love and things... and it will be very strange if a guy was to watch it... lolz... well... it is a comedy love drama la... i nid comedies... so i juz watch it...

learn alot from that drama... and let me rethink alot... i think about the past...
okok!!! stop thinking about the past and get back to the present... i am not debarred!!! debarrment period is over!!! and i nid to study...
things happen alot in classes!!! i have a deeper knowledge of ppl... i noe stuff that u ppl thought that i dunno... i dunno things that u guys noe... well... i guess i manage a grab into control of things...
debarrment... such a long word... but such a short time to let u feel the real horror of the word... i am lazy... because of this... i am in danger from debarrment... laziness... it is a sickness that has grab control over my limbs... i noe some ppl will juz feel that i am finding an excuse...
maybe ba... i am realli finding an excuse... i am lazy... and it is me who can cure that... LAZY SAY LA!!! DUN act like U GONNA DIE LIKE THAT!!!
my self-determination is all gone... self esteem... i dun have that anymore...
but now... i wanna prove to the ppl in the world... that i will succeed in life... i will manage a way... I WANNA BE A SUCCESSFUL ENTRPEUNER!!!

~ my heart is all dead now~
~leaving me a hollow body~
~when will it fills up?~
~~~~~~NO ANSWER!!!~~~~~~~


posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:36 PM



Wednesday, August 02, 2006

webby obtained!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Yi7dpPazog
song- We Survive by kotoko


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9uyR3faWXU
song- Ichrin no hana by high and mighty colour

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 9:09 PM

recent life

back to the happy and carefree me again... but this week makes me feel that i nid to change... realli... i cannot expect ppl to be like me... and try to change ppl to the way i wan them to be... it is tiring... like that... so i wan to change myself to suit them...


FINALLY MY E-GAMES IS OVER!!! a million thks to ppl who help me with this... realli... honto ni arigatou!!!(thks really) fir-san, jan-san and ian-san... (hehe) honto ni arigatou!!!

dunno whether we did well for this... last nite... i was so so worried that i make fir-san angry... coz i *sort of* refuse to listen to his comments about the trailer and being stubborn about it... eventually... things turn out the best way... as i create a trailer which fir-san likes... and we are able to present to the class both trailers!!! honto ni arigatou!!!


from wat our teacher says... our class has 3 groups which has good presentations... well... one of them is us... we think... (er... maybe i think so onie) fir-san is saying about we getting an A in this... lolz... but i am aiming for Ad... hehehe... well... i think we can get an A... at least!!!


the trailers i will be up loading to you tube in a moment... and let the world out there comment on it... i noe it isn't well done... and it isn't up to my expectations... but it is my first and second try in making an AMV(anime music video) a.k.a trailer...

the webby i will be writing here in a moment... so if u guys out there wanna watch it... den come on and see for urself!!!

posted by TSUBASACHRIS @ 8:48 PM



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